themisfell

themisfell

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May 31, 2023
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what would you say are some things that are worth doing before death? I have a set date as well as a plan but I do want to try and make the most of my time before I do it. Share some of the things you enjoyed most doing in your life or things you think are definitely worth experiencing. Thanks.
 
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Charlie-Bravo

Charlie-Bravo

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May 30, 2023
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Watching a favorite movie, youtuber, etc.. Maybe some childhood series for nostalgia purpose. Or Games: If I could ctb at home would probably play some games I've had a lot of fun with in the past
 
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LastBusHome

LastBusHome

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Nov 6, 2022
40
I think the highlight of my adult life so far was this 3 hour super car tour. It was only like 100 dollars and they had lambos, McLarens, etc. Got to drive them through scenic routes in my area. It was fun letting loose with so much power. I would definitely recommend.
 
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themisfell

themisfell

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May 31, 2023
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I think the highlight of my adult life so far was this 3 hour super car tour. It was only like 100 dollars and they had lambos, McLarens, etc. Got to drive them through scenic routes in my area. It was fun letting loose with so much power. I would definitely recommend.
aah, i can't drive but i may be able to convince a friend to do this with me, thank you for the suggestion!!

Watching a favorite movie, youtuber, etc.. Maybe some childhood series for nostalgia purpose. Or Games: If I could ctb at home would probably play some games I've had a lot of fun with in the past
yes, i agree 100%. maybe i'll go rewatch chuggaconroy's super mario sunshine playthroughs, those are super nostalgic to me :)
 
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flapjax

flapjax

Seeking peace
May 13, 2023
16
I used to stay in so much so I've just been going outside more and doing my best to enjoy what I can of nature while I'm here. It's been actually pretty peaceful
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,894
This is such a strange question for this forum, I don't know what makes you think that existence has been enjoyable and worth enduring for everyone, I bet that if people felt in such a way they wouldn't be on this site and wanting to ctb. Existence could never be a desirable state to me, it's so dreadful and futile, I don't get why people are on this site if they supposedly enjoy existing so much, existence could never be worth enduring to me no matter what, I've only ever wished for perfect non-existence free from everything.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Currently I have nothing in mind what could be worth doing before death, too exhausted, no energy left to go on living this life the way it is right now.
 
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themisfell

themisfell

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May 31, 2023
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This is such a strange question for this forum, I don't know what makes you think that existence has been enjoyable and worth enduring for everyone, I bet that if people felt in such a way they wouldn't be on this site and wanting to ctb. Existence could never be a desirable state to me, it's so dreadful and futile, I don't get why people are on this site if they supposedly enjoy existing so much, existence could never be worth enduring to me no matter what, I've only ever wished for perfect non-existence free from everything.
Why did you even reply then? Literally what was the point of this response. You could've just not replied, especially considering other people did reply in a normal way. Genuinely, weird as hell response.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Why did you even reply then? Literally what was the point of this response. You could've just not replied, especially considering other people did reply in a normal way. Genuinely, weird as hell response.
FuneralCry comments almost in all threads with similar thoughts. There's somewhere an "ignore" button. If you ignore a user you will not see their comments, I guess.
 
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numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
I want to travel with my loved one, and probably leave him a good memory between us. My recent depression relapse ruins our life and make him suffer too much.
 
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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
This is going to sound super sad, but the only thing that keeps me going are video games and my favorite Twitch streamers. If I don't CTB before, I would love to get to experience Armored Core and see all the reactions from different communities on major boss battles. Kinda excited about Summer Games Fest as well where there's probably going to be tons of super cool gaming announcements. I also want to experience some new food that I haven't tried before. I've pretty much played every single game imaginable so I can drop you some really cool hidden gems that provide super awesome/powerful experiences if you enjoy playing games of course.
 
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carac

carac

"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
1,111
There are lots of things I enjoy like reading, watching films/shows, playing games, good food and much more. The problem I have is that my health is detoriating which means a lot of these things are becoming more and more inaccessible to me and each day the pain and distress outweighs the enjoyment I can garner.
 
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Brokensoulwalking

Brokensoulwalking

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Mar 14, 2023
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what would you say are some things that are worth doing before death? I have a set date as well as a plan but I do want to try and make the most of my time before I do it. Share some of the things you enjoyed most doing in your life or things you think are definitely worth experiencing. Thanks.
Depending on your amount of time, funds and location.

See some of the world.

Not a soul search but more of a perspective travelling.
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
76
For me, Disney cruises. Stupid right? I just enjoy feeling like a kid again and seeing the ocean. One of the only times I felt true happiness and it's been a long long time.
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,322
This is such a strange question for this forum, I don't know what makes you think that existence has been enjoyable and worth enduring for everyone, I bet that if people felt in such a way they wouldn't be on this site and wanting to ctb. Existence could never be a desirable state to me, it's so dreadful and futile, I don't get why people are on this site if they supposedly enjoy existing so much, existence could never be worth enduring to me no matter what, I've only ever wished for perfect non-existence free from everything.
In that case it could have been the best just to reply with the things that were the least insufferable for you instead of going on a rant :/
anyways, cuddling with animals haha :)
especially dogs (apparently petting animals is scientifically proven to make one happier but don't take my word for it)
 
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Livingvsdying25

Livingvsdying25

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,188
Hmm I guess tbh what im doing rn which is being very low effort? Just enjoying my time, space, myself etc. Spending my time completely alone.

I've interacted a bit here a there but regret most of it this week so I think ima just chill alone for the next week or so...


It really seems like im close to the end.
 
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SuicidalOrganism

SuicidalOrganism

Experienced
May 31, 2023
223
Slap anyone you hate
 
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freonix

freonix

:-(
Apr 11, 2023
36
i'd love to take a walk around in nature or cuddle some animals or have a nice meal before i go but due to my current circumstances, if i were to ctb anytime soon i wouldn't be able to do any of those

otherwise i would say playing video games but i already do that every day… or maybe i'll make a nice playlist and listen to it just before i go
 
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InTheDarkAlone

InTheDarkAlone

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May 29, 2023
33
For me, Relations of a carnal nature (feel alive one more time)
Favorite food
Favorite game
Favorite show
and then death
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
Personally, I'm going on a trip and going to make amazing art and have delicious food. Just because I choose to ctb does not mean I have to go out with a low vibration. I'm playing with house money, now!!!
 
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ThisSillyMindofMine

ThisSillyMindofMine

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May 31, 2023
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Do exciting shit! Stuff that's weird that sounds mildly entertaining! Feel the freedom of doing shit you would normally be too afraid to do!!
Extreme stuff would be freighthopping or exploring abandoned sites.
Milder stuff would be climbing a funky looking tree, walking into a corporate building acting like you work there, or squaring up with a particularly angry goose (please do not hit a goose)
One time me and my cousins found a giant piece of styrofoam debris from a billboard sign that was dumped in a lake. Was it a boat? No, but we sailed that shit!!
I've found most joy in life acting on silly, chaotic thoughts alone or with friends.

Also karaoke. You have not LIVED if you never sung your lungs out to a song that goes hard
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

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Oct 18, 2021
268
what would you say are some things that are worth doing before death? I have a set date as well as a plan but I do want to try and make the most of my time before I do it. Share some of the things you enjoyed most doing in your life or things you think are definitely worth experiencing. Thanks.
Losing it might suck, but the feeling of being in love. Completely and utterly devoted to the one person in the world that you would rage against the heavens for. It's really great.
 
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kråkevind

kråkevind

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Jun 2, 2023
45
I would like to travel to another country by myself and see a place like Iceland or Norway and just be outside looking at the mountains and snow.
 
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lazyegg

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Apr 17, 2023
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kinda nerdy but i would learn something new (like game design/c++) and go all out on it while having fun. beforehand, i would have to drink a cup of coffee because my bipolar is bad where im tired/emotionally-flat all the time. without the caffeine, i cant bring myself to do anything which sucks :,(.
in short: do/learn something new & have something that keeps you going (coffee, energy drink)

hopefully that helps :D
 
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NBL313

Member
Jun 2, 2023
7
It sounds silly, but I've always been a roller coaster fanatic. It's probably the only thing in my life that has brought joy in my life without also bringing an equal or greater amount of pain. So my dream has been to travel the country and ride the coasters that I've only ever been able to see in videos. The best part is that I can do it alone.
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
Star gazing somewhere far away from the light polluted cities
 
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schizodefective

Member
Jan 16, 2023
28
This is gonna sound stupid, but i'm very limited lol.

1. Eat a shit load of good food. Hot wings for sure.
2. Buy a shit load of party favours. Top of my head i'm thinking Vodka or Jack Daniels & some smokes.
3. Post a goodbye song on facebook that way everytime someone goes to it they can hear.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
295
Honestly the only things that have made my life bearable are eating really good food and listening to my favorite music. I hope I can see more of my favorite bands live before I end my life. I hope you get to do a few things that make you feel something positive.
 
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Red Desert

Red Desert

Here for a short time. Здесь на короткое время.
Apr 24, 2023
84
This thread was filled with such beautiful things that it made me want to live for a second 🥹
(not pro-life)

Personally, I would take a walk in the places where I spent my childhood and most of my time
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
This is such a strange question for this forum, I don't know what makes you think that existence has been enjoyable and worth enduring for everyone, I bet that if people felt in such a way they wouldn't be on this site and wanting to ctb. Existence could never be a desirable state to me, it's so dreadful and futile, I don't get why people are on this site if they supposedly enjoy existing so much, existence could never be worth enduring to me no matter what, I've only ever wished for perfect non-existence free from everything.
I don't have any kind of bucket list because I find absolutely no pleasure in this existence.
I find it all to be incredibly boring and animalistic.
Everything is also pointless and meaningless.
 
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