Alecsa

Alecsa

Potater
Jan 21, 2019
94
What's the most questionable thing people would find (or would you rather they not find) in your belongings if you suddenly passed or decided to CTB?

Mine would be my external hard drive with erm, "private" stuff.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Your sex toys or porn lol! Journals unless u want people to read about your inner most thoughts. Basically anything embarrassing especially. Oh yes clean up your computer or toss in the creek lol!
 
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Reapentence

Reapentence

Member
Feb 28, 2019
47
Nothing really, unless they checked my history and saw "sanctionedsuicide.com" as the top search
 
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kkatt

Paragon
Nov 12, 2018
967
My thumbdrive of shame.
Try to imagine the kind of photos of your mother that you'd least want to ever see
Wel,,it's pretty much that
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
My journal where I've thoroughly planned everything out
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
My medicine. Everyone around me thinks I just deal with chronic pain without medicating, because lord forbid a lab rat take something to relieve disabling pain. The experimenters gave us this pain and want to make sure we suffer.
 
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noonetoo

noonetoo

Specialist
Mar 7, 2019
386
Probably get rid of everything. If I end up completely alone, I'll sell or give away most of my stuff. And of course erase all the content on my phone.
I've always been against hoarding/ saving stuff so I don't have much stuff left anyway.

The last time I tried to kms, I threw out all my school yearbooks, pictures of the very few acquaintances I had, memorabilia, childhood photos... I was really planning on going but what an idiot, I didn't know I was supposed to cut vertically.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
My online bf
 
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bruisedtorso

bruisedtorso

Filthy rotten no good punk
Mar 10, 2019
35
They'd stumble upon my journals, but that's the plan anyway. I guess i'd clear my search history just in case.. heh
 
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Minvino

Minvino

活不好,死不了
Mar 1, 2019
14
Just myself lol

At this point I don't care what anyone find anymore. Maybe I'll be glad they found something and actually notice me for once.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Probably my extensive collection of bloody blades/new blades I use to cut myself. I really don't want to put that pain onto my parents as well.
 
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HoolioCoolio

HoolioCoolio

Stay in a strong place in your mind
Mar 4, 2020
49
I don't anyone to ever know how long I've been hiding everything, sure I've hinted but never exposed not in years... almost like it'd be a small surprise if I CTB
 
ReadySince94

ReadySince94

Member
Apr 9, 2020
18
I always planned to clear everything I didn't want them to see or find. I would throw out some stuff in my room, Social media would 100% be gone because those people really don't know me, there's not much on my laptop but I would still clear it and do a hard reset. As for my phone I would keep the text messages, memes & notes where I talk about suicide so that they know it was real & give them one last chance of understanding ME.. and I would keep the "happy" pictures in my phone just for their personal memories.
 
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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
552
Hentai, hentai, hentai, hentai, hentai, hentai, those weird stories I've written that don't make sense, my conversation with my special person, journal, phone gallery
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
Nothing shocking apart from these conversations on SS. My life is as plain as vanilla ice cream. No rocky road surprises to uncover.
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
This website on my historic and other searchs about suicide. Some pdfs about the same subject. My hard stan Twitter acc. Most of my downloaded books.
 
Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Nothing really lol I smoke and nobody really knows so the worst that they'll come across is my pipe. It's no big deal though, they wouldn't care
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
Porn. Lot's and LOT'S of it in a folder.
 
http-410

http-410

nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,043
Great question.

At this point, probably my notes about my thoughts and feelings. I have already disposed of some of my personal things like photos or awkward drawings. At the moment I am tidying up again. Everything digital is securely encrypted. The most questionable content on one of my drives would be suicide-related. My cell phone is set up in such a way that it deletes itself if you enter its code wrong too often, although it contains nothing too personal. I would probably destroy the SIM card. For the sake of completeness.
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
Man, there isn't even anything compromising one can find out about me once I'm dead! I only view this site in Incognito/Private mode, so even this isn't going to be in the search history. Darn, my life is so boring, there isn't even anything to hide.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
my sketchbooks. i didn't draw any porn or anything incriminating, but i don't want anyone to see them regardless. they're just embarrassing.
 
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Jul 31, 2018
6,914
My country music collection is somewhat questionable.
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
928
Maybe two episodes of pornographic animation I really like, one of these being very out of the ordinary (but nothing too shocking), if someone manages to discover my highly random password, that is. And my journal, but I write down thoughts I believe most human beings also have, so I'm not very embarassed... I'll get rid of some specific pages, though.
 
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HelloHell

HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
My laptop data. There's no porn or anything. It's just private
 
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