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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
meth. only a very little bit (less than a point) and only in the morning after i wake up. not every day and NO REDOSING.

hugging a tree. idk why but it helps. the tree will never let go first.

listening to that one specific song on repeat. will find the link later. got to go to work now.

uhhh okay that's all i got at the moment. what are your tips to get through the day? whether it be a particular beverage - we know - or food, video game, a mental or physical exercise, a favourite plushie, writing a to do list, researching methods or planning what you've chosen. oh yeah that last one helps me stay calm and not explode because i know soon enough it'll all be over :)
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,606
In my case, the days are very long and empty. I am tired of living. I just try to pass the time until I fall asleep, there is nothing to look forward to, in the future there is only more dread and misery. For me, the suffering will only end when I die. I do try to remind myself that everything is meaningless and this life will end no matter what someday, but even that thought does not do much to ease the pain of living.
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,005
Old filthy frank videos, mumkey jones stuff or edgy suicide memes. Laughter really helps, especially bleak laughter when I get down.
 
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Sanva

Sanva

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Dec 10, 2021
261
it used to be food but i don't have much of an appetite anymore. now it's just video games, music and constant excessive daydreaming. exercise is good, too. I should try hugging a tree.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,150
Dark humour memes,misery,this forum,depression,relaxing music on youtube, eating mindlessly and memory loss to the point that I don't actually know when the day has passed and the next began!
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
Old filthy frank videos, mumkey jones stuff or edgy suicide memes. Laughter really helps, especially bleak laughter when I get down.

it used to be food but i don't have much of an appetite anymore. now it's just video games, music and constant excessive daydreaming. exercise is good, too. I should try hugging a tree.

Dark humour memes,misery,this forum,depression,relaxing music on youtube, eating mindlessly and memory loss to the point that I don't actually know when the day has passed and the next began!
ah yes, forgot about memes. the suicide memes thread here is golden.

what sort of music do y'all listen to?
 
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Rob1984

Rob1984

A day in the life
Jan 8, 2021
158
I mostly read and practice guitar. If I'm not distracting myself, my thoughts can get bad. But I don't always ignore my thoughts because I think it's healthy to be aware of what you are feeling/thinking. But to answer the question, I read a lot and practice guitar (some Youtube vids thrown in the mix too)
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,005
lots of edguy/avantasia, a little blind guardian here and there, and lots of classical music. Ive never been a metal guy, but rock operas have won me over in later years.

I recently found this one by them. The best part for me is around 4:33
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Coffee and music
 
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Member
Oct 25, 2021
48
Alcohol, music, watching my favourite shows
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
A dear and special friend of mine. Only person I feel comfortable enough around to not be paranoid or like I have to be careful with what I say. I also know they care very much about me and would basically do anything they could to help. Without this person, shit, I don't know what the hell I would do.

That and a huge movie collection I can watch anywhere I go.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
Weed, SNES, Vangelis, Chocolate, Tea
 
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Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
Alcohol, music, watching my favourite shows
which shows? my favourites are breaking bad and bojack horseman
A dear and special friend of mine. Only person I feel comfortable enough around to not be paranoid or like I have to be careful with what I say. I also know they care very much about me and would basically do anything they could to help. Without this person, shit, I don't know what the hell I would do.

That and a huge movie collection I can watch anywhere I go.
what are your favourite movies?
 
ultrafuntimes

ultrafuntimes

it's funny...
Jan 16, 2022
62
adderall, coffee, sometimes just lying down on some gravel when it's warm outside is nice.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
adderall, coffee, sometimes just lying down on some gravel when it's warm outside is nice.
ah yesss amphetamines are god's gift to mankind. and love that feeling of going barefoot outdoors when the weather isn't a conspiratorial bastard in kahoots with depression. too bad there is so much glass and litter here - can't really do that anymore.
 
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anywherebuthere

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Sep 9, 2021
34
food and marvel movies
 
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mistvissione11e

mistvissione11e

Member
Jan 3, 2022
49
Consuming music, even before going to bed so as to disorient every voice and experience from the day until your brain gives up on paying attention to the casual daily events and instead reiterates the same lyrics over and over until all you are is a broken record
 
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Oct 25, 2021
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which shows? my favourites are breaking bad and bojack horseman
I'm rewatching Brooklyn Nine-Nine at the moment. Definitely one of my faves. Breaking Bad is a great show
 
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Looooser

My 2 cents
Feb 3, 2022
212
I watch a lot of tv and movies. I'm pretty new to this site and I find myself reading a lot of posts here as well.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
My flight sim, videos (a lot of space stuff), reading. That's about it.
 
Rabhen

Rabhen

Isolated Loner
Dec 17, 2021
147
In my case, the days are very long and empty. I am tired of living. I just try to pass the time until I fall asleep, there is nothing to look forward to, in the future there is only more dread and misery. For me, the suffering will only end when I die. I do try to remind myself that everything is meaningless and this life will end no matter what someday, but even that thought does not do much to ease the pain of living.
Peace adn comfort, most days it seems my only way through is to stay in bed, counting how many times I have to get up to pee in a 24 houre period.
 
gottago222

gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
my mom, my brother, my dog, and the other dogs in the neighborhood
 
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absoluteanimal1

Death by chocolate
Dec 17, 2021
941
Food, Coke Zero, my dogs
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,630
Weed. Rarely booze.

Food. I'm fat and fucking love food. Food gets me through many bad days. Can't feel bad when I'm shoving something delicious in my face.

Games.
 

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