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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Everyone is different and thus everyone's body will act differently when it comes to SN ingestion.

The chances that you don't go unconscious early on is always a case people should realize if they take SN alone.
Some people feel fine at first , it almost gives off a high or euphoric feeling.
Seeing different rainbow like colors or hallucinating because your brain is being starved of oxygen.
Shaking,incoherent thoughts,muscle soreness and seizures are all possible.

Sodium nitrite can leave a chemical smell in the environment or even on your skin, which can linger for hours.

Anything that's in your digestive system will be rushed out as a means to push out any toxic material in your body ,thus meaning you could have uncontrollable bowel movements after ingestion same goes for vomiting. When sn is fast tracked through your body , it comes out fast and smells horrible.

When your brain is starved for oxygen long enough you will have a nde if you happen to still be conscious... it's happened to me both times I've taken sn. The first times I went unconscious right after , the second time I started having a seizure.

If you happen to survive it is possible mood or mental changes can happen afterward, including feeling strangely "lighter" or less depressed.

This could be related to the stress response or even small changes in brain chemistry, but it's not a cure...it's just part of the aftermath.

Sn is a great method to ctb but people shouldnt rush to it , do your research and learn before you make your steps .
 
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EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
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Everyone is different and thus everyone's body will act differently when it comes to SN ingestion.

The chances that you don't go unconscious early on is always a case people should realize if they take SN alone.
Some people feel fine at first , it almost gives off a high or euphoric feeling.
Seeing different rainbow like colors or hallucinating because your brain is being starved of oxygen.
Shaking,incoherent thoughts,muscle soreness and seizures are all possible.

Sodium nitrite can leave a chemical smell in the environment or even on your skin, which can linger for hours.

Anything that's in your digestive system will be rushed out as a means to push out any toxic material in your body ,thus meaning you could have uncontrollable bowel movements after ingestion same goes for vomiting. When sn is fast tracked through your body , it comes out fast and smells horrible.

When your brain is starved for oxygen long enough you will have a nde if you happen to still be conscious... it's happened to me both times I've taken sn. The first times I went unconscious right after , the second time I started having a seizure.

If you happen to survive it is possible mood or mental changes can happen afterward, including feeling strangely "lighter" or less depressed.

This could be related to the stress response or even small changes in brain chemistry, but it's not a cure...it's just part of the aftermath.

Sn is a great method to ctb but people shouldnt rush to it , do your research and learn before you make your steps .
what happened with your SN ingestion... how much was ingested?
 
Sinful

Sinful

Member
Sep 16, 2025
75
That's insane, surviving SN not once but TWICE!? Buses really must have been at their capacity on both days... 😢 Sorry that you've had to go through this, repeatedly! It sounds incredibly tiresome and draining...

Thanks for the PSA though! I think that reminders like this are necessary so that some people won't think of SN as some sort of "magic pill" and that it can fail.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
Honestly with this info Plzoffme (rip) was onto something with his method.
 
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E5463656

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Jul 26, 2024
89
this is why it's important to take meto with sn so you don't vomit it up before dying.
 
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