Venting Things I miss

[Deleted member 1465]

I miss playing out as a kid and making dens in the woods

 

[Dazedandconfused32]

I miss playing out as a kid and making dens in the woods

Ohhhh that sounds so fun! I do miss playing outside. My favorite was playing house.

 

[JoeFailure]

I miss having that child-like wonder and optimism and joy. I miss the blissful ignorance about real life and the real world. When I was full of hope and didn't understand how cruel and unfair the world really is.

Now I almost think I'd have to become somewhat of a sociopath to be happy, to be able to somehow forget everything I know about real suffering, what people around the world are going through even if things do get better for me personally.

There was a time here where I thought money would solve all of my problems. It would still solve a lot, but now I can see that even if I had it, there's going to be a piece of me that will always be suicidal because I simply don't understand the world and can't deal with the fact even if things improve for me, there will be so many people that they don't improve for. I don't know how to deal with and sit with that.

 

[sonax22]

I miss being a kid and not having to worry about anything
I miss having feelings that I could control
I miss never having mood swings
I miss the feeling of security and not being scared of everything
I miss having friends
I miss never having constant fear of abandonment
I miss my will to live
I miss having dreams and aspirations
I miss wanting to go everywhere and do everything
I miss wanting to wake up when I go to sleep

 

[RealLostSoul]

I miss my childhood.
I miss the days where I didn't know how shit my life will be.
I miss the girl I love.
I miss my friends.
I miss being happy.
I miss being free of mental disease.

Yes, for me everything was better in the past (except I didn't have the drivers license back then but I would instantly trade that).

 

[Return2Dust]

I miss hope - being optimistic things would work out in the end.

 

[Conker]

I miss hope - being optimistic things would work out in the end.

I truly feel that there's no hope.. And the reality of what we are & where we are would be a horrifying realization.. I wouldn't be surprised if this is indeed a human loosh farm. It doesn't feel like a place where anything truly heals or grows..

 

[Essence]

I miss that unbridled joy and happiness! I miss not being afraid to actually look forward to something, and it not be soaked in fear and uncertainty. I miss summer days of dry soaked sand at the beach with my parents. I miss the clean and pure feelings that only when I was an innocent child, did I experience. I miss the simple things. I miss being me

 

[Conker]

I miss that unbridled joy and happiness! I miss not being afraid to actually look forward to something, and it not be soaked in fear and uncertainty. I miss summer days of dry soaked sand at the beach with my parents. I miss the clean and pure feelings that only when I was an innocent child, did I experience. I miss the simple things. I miss being me

Feel you man, miss being able to go to the beach & swim without worrying about radiation poisoning killing me sooner.

 

[Bagger]

I still fucking miss my ex girl. Doing my best to distract myself in any way possible, but it's not working. My heart is just incomplete puzzle. I miss being loved so fucking much.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I miss the person I used to be.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I miss turbo flutter.
I miss town centre markets
I miss Theakstons

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I miss gathering wild garlic in the woods in the spring.

 

[PaYo]

I miss feeling something at all. I cant feel anything. Not even for a moment null. Im completly shutdown

 

[BobbyPellitt]

Having an ACTUAL connection with another human being.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Excitement of everything in general
Teachers actually caring about me
Having a group of friends
My family
Hugs
Hope
Not feeling scared and lonely
Being a kid
My cat and the wheat field where she hangs out
Sunny weather

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I miss getting sent home from school cus of the snow and spending all day sledging!

 

[noctiva]

I miss him, his smell, the sound of his voice, the warmth of his body radiating, his smile and the crinkles around his eyes when he looks at me.
I miss the kids, OMKA, miss setting the breakfast table for them, miss K coming to say 'Good night, noctiva!' every night before bed.
I miss his mom, a wonderful old lady with amazing stories to tell when Alzheimer's gives her a break.
I miss the house, the constant chaos, the red couch, my chair to his left at the dinner table.
I miss the garden, sitting outside in the summer, watching the bunnies, planting flowers, the way his hair smelled like grass after spending a whole day outside.
I miss the smell of laundry, of burned toast, of burning candles, his perfume.
I miss the feeling of being home, of being safe, of being loved.
I miss home. I just want to go back home again.
I miss hope.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I miss sitting in the backseat of the car with my dad at the wheel. An old Austin Maxi. I remember the sound of it coming up the drive. When we went on holiday Dad would load it up with cheap beer in the boot. Like they didn't have beer in Cornwall!

 

[BPD_LE]

I miss staying with my grandparents. Warm ribena before bedtime. Cosy comfy bed, fluffy pillows and the relaxing tick tock of the antique clock. Bacon sandwich ready in the morning. Spending the day watching Laurel and Hardy videos over and over again, drinking real Coca-Cola! ❤❤

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I was going to post something...
...then I saw the previous post.

I miss my friend. I still think about her. She would see right through all this shit. She'd tell me what to do. I'd trust her instincts.

 

[Midnight]

I miss people from the forum that are gone.
I miss a few people irl that i gotten to know in the last 2-3 years that have all gone away (not dead but just left and lost/cut contact).
I miss the mindset i need to push me over the edge.

I no longer miss being happy because i've long forgotten what that's like and i want out regardless of what the future holds.
I no longer miss materialistic things because i simply do not care anymore.

 

[Aonewayticketplease]

I miss the cats that I owned over the years (Timothy, Meisie and Bonnie)
I miss being able to go to the local watering hole and being able to recognise virtually everyone there after finishing school.
I miss the feeling of optimism I had for the future.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I miss being happy and enjoying my lifestyle.

 

[Epsilon0]

I miss running and hiking. More than anything else!!!

 

[Viola]

I was going to post something...
...then I saw the previous post.

I miss my friend. I still think about her. She would see right through all this shit. She'd tell me what to do. I'd trust her instincts.

Her post is so sweet I'd never seen it before

I miss sitting in the backseat of the car with my dad at the wheel. An old Austin Maxi. I remember the sound of it coming up the drive. When we went on holiday Dad would load it up with cheap beer in the boot. Like they didn't have beer in Cornwall!

My dad had an Austin Maxi in the 80s too!! Previously owned by Charles Hawtry from Carry On films so random!
Which reminds me.. I miss watching Carry On films with the innocence of a child when boobs and bums were funny and silly and sex wasn't serious and something to cause damage and hurt.

 

[terry_a_davis]

I miss the gym
I miss having a decent job
I miss having a partner
I miss having a social life