2 weeks ago I tried to kill myself only to be stopped by my partner whom called my therapist and it all snowballed into my whole family putting me into a suicide watch. Im on a sick leave off work and I cat get myself to attend my classes.
This is hell. Each second i stay alive things just get worse and worse, im giving them an empty hope that they can cure me and everything can go back to the way it was; but it can't. I was turned into a burden to everyone around me and im disgusted at my own situation.
I just wanna run away and ctb in a fancy hotel room.
Everybody says that we should talk when we aren't well, but they can't hear us. Nobody hears me.
This is hell. Each second i stay alive things just get worse and worse, im giving them an empty hope that they can cure me and everything can go back to the way it was; but it can't. I was turned into a burden to everyone around me and im disgusted at my own situation.
I just wanna run away and ctb in a fancy hotel room.
Everybody says that we should talk when we aren't well, but they can't hear us. Nobody hears me.
