I stopped going to therapy cause of recent financial difficulties, and now that I'm done with high school, there are only a handful of people who would even hear about my death right now.
It's very tempting and I'll probably attempt again soon as I have found a method that I am more okay with using than my previous plan of fsh with hopes for decapitation (so I don't end up as a vegetable)
In other news, seeing the people here talk has been very comforting to be honest. All of the people in real life I've talked to about this sort of thing don't seem to understand the desire to die, even if they outwardly say they want to as well. They all have lives of some sort. I am just nothing. I guess the idea now is to fully embrace nothingness. Or maybe there is an afterlife. Who knows. I personally think there isn't but there have been greater surprises.
It's very tempting and I'll probably attempt again soon as I have found a method that I am more okay with using than my previous plan of fsh with hopes for decapitation (so I don't end up as a vegetable)
In other news, seeing the people here talk has been very comforting to be honest. All of the people in real life I've talked to about this sort of thing don't seem to understand the desire to die, even if they outwardly say they want to as well. They all have lives of some sort. I am just nothing. I guess the idea now is to fully embrace nothingness. Or maybe there is an afterlife. Who knows. I personally think there isn't but there have been greater surprises.
