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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
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Quick post. Severe burnout. Not enough support. Not enough money. Not able to manage anything. Been tryna find solutions but cannot. Running out of... I dunno. Within my own struggles Im not able to see a way through much anymore

Super tired rn writing this so... thats all more details but thats the gist. I dunno maybe the help I need I'll be able to find or someone maybe will be able to help me find it bc I can't do this alone anymore. Autonomic dysfunction. My body isn't really working anymore... so. Yeah. I dunno. Anyway. Shall just keep tryna maintain my mind & body but im.... I don't really want to live much anymore at least not like this where im barly surviving.
 
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Dayrain

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Hello @Livingvsdying25 . I just saw that you posted again after quite some time. You once said that you didn't enjoy posting on here too much anymore, but I just wanted to say that I'm always glad for your posts and for sharing your experiences.
 
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Dark Window

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Mar 12, 2024
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I hear you. I've been having unexplained symptoms for a while and I think it may be dysautonomia or some other autonomic nervous system issue.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must be really tiring what you go through, I'm sorry you suffer. But anyway best wishes.
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
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Hello @Livingvsdying25 . I just saw that you posted again after quite some time. You once said that you didn't enjoy posting on here too much anymore, but I just wanted to say that I'm always glad for your posts and for sharing your experiences.
Yeahh I just don't like feel close to suicide which is usually when I post on here so
Hello @Livingvsdying25 . I just saw that you posted again after quite some time. You once said that you didn't enjoy posting on here too much anymore, but I just wanted to say that I'm always glad for your posts and for sharing your experiences.
I only post on here when I'm heavily suicidal and on the brink so I don't like being at this place. Posting on here is my only sense of community, undrrstanding, expression etc at times. So yeah.... thnx for the reply. I appreciate it.

thnx for the replies below. Anxiety stops me often from replying butttt wanted to reply here. 💞
 
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Dayrain

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Yeahh I just don't like feel close to suicide which is usually when I post on here so
That makes sense.
I only post on here when I'm heavily suicidal and on the brink so I don't like being at this place. Posting on here is my only sense of community, undrrstanding, expression etc at times. So yeah.... thnx for the reply. I appreciate it.

thnx for the replies below. Anxiety stops me often from replying butttt wanted to reply here.
I appreciate your reply and I very much appreciate it when you take the time and share your expreiences. They are always very self-reflective and honest, which I like.
 
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