
Niirvana
♥Soon♥
- Sep 18, 2020
- 436
Fuck everything, I had a pretty advanced spiritual awakening and no one in my family can understand it because they are closed minded. Perhaps with my suicide they understand the pain that I lived all my life and that they never helped me. They have money and they think that's the most important thing, we'll see. I know that I will destroy my sister and my father will possibly die since he is very sick, but every time I talk to him I break down in tears because I see the level of ignorance they have. They think they know and they are the ones who know the least. I don't want to live for many years and yet I always resisted because I didn't want her to suffer. But not anymore, they must suffer my departure to realize that the matrix exists and they are invested in it, being slaves to it. I will no longer be a slave to the system or attachments, I will be free forever. It will happen shortly, and in this way I will open many eyes. It's not all about money, I hope the money makes her happy, but they will be left with the suicide of the youngest person in the family. Amén. And love for all 
