There’s no going back

[sapphoslastpoem]

Just confirmed it. Everyone actually hates me, everyone. Everywhere I go I get dirty looks, stares, I get treated like I'm the scum of the earth and nothing will ever change. There's no where to go from here, the only way forward for me is by ctb. I will always be seen as a horrible existence that doesn't deserve to be here and I full-heartedly agree.

 

[FuneralCry]

People really are cruel and to me it is terrible the way that some people treat others. I'm sorry that you have to endure so much suffering. It really is such an awful world that we live in. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

This is literally my life

 

[Superdeterminist]

Really sorry that you feel this way. I definitely understand that kind of feeling. It's like some bizarre conspiracy where you are just getting spurned left right and centre, despite doing nothing wrong. I hope you can find people who accept you.

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

Just confirmed it. Everyone actually hates me, everyone. Everywhere I go I get dirty looks, stares, I get treated like I'm the scum of the earth and nothing will ever change. There's no where to go from here, the only way forward for me is by ctb. I will always be seen as a horrible existence that doesn't deserve to be here and I full-heartedly agree.

Listen, before you CTB, at the very least try to embrace the hatred one time. Try not giving a shit. This is your story, not theirs.

 

[sapphoslastpoem]

Listen, before you CTB, at the very least try to embrace the hatred one time. Try not giving a shit. This is your story, not theirs.
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I appreciate the kind words but there's no point in embracing it. They all want me dead, I want to be dead. I deserve to die because how can someone stand to live in this world while being constantly ostracized. There's no other path for me in this world and many others would agree.

 

[Slimetae]

Shit I know how it feels I've done a lot of wrong in the past a lot of people hate me and they have the right to . Also I feel like a lot of people would hate me that I don't even know if they knew about my past even tho I don't do half of the shit I use to do so I just stay to myself . If you have done nothing wrong then it's their problem if they don't like u . If u have done wrong shit best you can do is just try to move on but I also understand if u are just done with life bc I'm at that point also