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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
Just confirmed it. Everyone actually hates me, everyone. Everywhere I go I get dirty looks, stares, I get treated like I'm the scum of the earth and nothing will ever change. There's no where to go from here, the only way forward for me is by ctb. I will always be seen as a horrible existence that doesn't deserve to be here and I full-heartedly agree.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,589
People really are cruel and to me it is terrible the way that some people treat others. I'm sorry that you have to endure so much suffering. It really is such an awful world that we live in. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.
 
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Sadboyspecimen

Sadboyspecimen

Member
Feb 8, 2022
84
This is literally my life
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,875
Really sorry that you feel this way. I definitely understand that kind of feeling. It's like some bizarre conspiracy where you are just getting spurned left right and centre, despite doing nothing wrong. I hope you can find people who accept you.
 
Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
Just confirmed it. Everyone actually hates me, everyone. Everywhere I go I get dirty looks, stares, I get treated like I'm the scum of the earth and nothing will ever change. There's no where to go from here, the only way forward for me is by ctb. I will always be seen as a horrible existence that doesn't deserve to be here and I full-heartedly agree.
Listen, before you CTB, at the very least try to embrace the hatred one time. Try not giving a shit. This is your story, not theirs.
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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
Listen, before you CTB, at the very least try to embrace the hatred one time. Try not giving a shit. This is your story, not theirs.
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I appreciate the kind words but there's no point in embracing it. They all want me dead, I want to be dead. I deserve to die because how can someone stand to live in this world while being constantly ostracized. There's no other path for me in this world and many others would agree.
 
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Slimetae

Slimeent🎲
Apr 23, 2022
211
Shit I know how it feels I've done a lot of wrong in the past a lot of people hate me and they have the right to . Also I feel like a lot of people would hate me that I don't even know if they knew about my past even tho I don't do half of the shit I use to do so I just stay to myself . If you have done nothing wrong then it's their problem if they don't like u . If u have done wrong shit best you can do is just try to move on but I also understand if u are just done with life bc I'm at that point also
 
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