Venting there is no reason

[qwert3948]

i feel so pathetic
there is no reason i feel this shitty
my life is better than so many people i know
yet life just doesn't feel like it's worth it
it's not enjoyable, it hurts
and i don't know why

 

[Abyssal]

I understand this deeply. Life gave me lemons and my lemonade came out so bad that I wish life had given the lemons to someone more deserving. I was born faulty and there is no explanation. I am simply not meant to exist by default.

All of my problems aside, I don't believe in gatekeeping suicidal ideation. Even the rich and wealthy can take their lives despite having everything and nobody questions them, so why should we question our worthiness to suffer? After all, it's not a competition.