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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Autophagic Loneliness
Feb 12, 2025
262
To deny reality, you have to abandon yourself, and all that matters is to escape from here. I would rather die than deal with certain truths — which burn inside when I think about them and hurt my pride. I harbor a deep disdain for my life. Because I have never been free to choose my conditions; because I am not privileged and have never had access to what I have always wanted.

I cannot bear the brutality with which the world displays itself. I do not tolerate the natural/social inconsistencies and inequalities of this existence. I simply want to say "enough of this!". Self-extermination is revenge against everything and everyone.
 
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Jadeith

Wizard
Jan 14, 2025
697
Self-extermination is revenge against everything and everyone.
On that one i cannot agree. See, in general, revenge is to bring sth negative towards those who wronged you. Thing is, those that did wrong you usually don't give flying intercourse about your well being and what happens to you in general. So, your suicide in most cases will have no effect on them or might even be totally contrary to intended, like "finally, another bother gone" so, while i understand your frustration, i'd strongly advise against using suicide as form of revenge.
 
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Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
it's the whole universe i can't accept there's no inbuilt protection of anything everything unlimited disintegrates leading to all kind of harm there is no ownership over these atoms that make us what we are, we are temporary arrangements of matter — fragile, and utterly exposed.
 
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SoulWhisperer

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Nov 13, 2023
585
I relate to not being able to accept certain things of this world, somw things are JUST unacceptable... I think that it almost becomes a matter of how hard you can fight it or how lucky you were to begin with, changing the world?... Nah... Just a silly fantasy...
 

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