So your theory is there is something wrong with your brain?
I don't know what "clinical depression" means, but I am biased against the biomedical model. For various reasons which I won't go into here.
Just annoys me that the mental "illness" paradigm is touted around as sacrosanct, and scientifically based when no proof exists that the brain is diseased....
Regardless of the cause, we are all sad here, and there is no fixing my life, not sure about others.
Also, please don't call me "man".
the problem is not entirely with chemicals in brain
it can be partialy manipulated with chemicals-AD,but u go into another state than
u enter emotionless state which is nor depression,nor happiness
u get like u are dead actually since u feel none
if thats the case,psychiatrist induce death-like state where u feel none
and wait for time to pass so u can after ur death experience,return to life again
thats the case with most people on AD
but shit happened in my case so im stuck forever in a emotionless state somehow,so i have to either live dead or actually choose to die