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chillino

Student
Jan 30, 2026
125
Tomorrow I have therapy and I promised to bring my rope to the next session. We want to talk about my suicide. I know it is uncommon however my therapist understands suicidal ideas. Howevee I dont want to waste my next session talking about suicide because it wont change a thing.
 
dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Paragon
Oct 8, 2023
932
I've talked to my psychologist about my plans before. It honestly felt relieving to hear a normal person understand what's going through my mind and why I want to kill myself. It also helps them for future sessions. I don't think it's a waste, but rather an investment. I think you should definitely at least try and see how things go. The worst case is that one session of many was wasted. Oh well, it happens. I know right now it might seem like a waste of time, but you can't predict the future, you can only live in the present moment. At the very least this can't hurt you, right?
 
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chillino

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Jan 30, 2026
125
Hey :) yeah I brought my rope and we didnt really talked about it, I just let it there...
 

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