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- Jul 19, 2019
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Hello all, back from long hiatus after failed attempt. Was formed into hospital after attempt and currently being babysat to make sure I don't try again. Honestly, I feel like shit and have been writing a note - but at the same time I want to see if there could possibly be a future for me.
Here's the kicker. Therapy. Been there, done that multiple times, and it just makes me feel worse talking about my trauma and depression. Plus you always have to watch your words so they don't cart you back to the hospital. It's so stressful that I don't really want to go back, but its part of my agreement with the hospital and my aunt (who I'm living with) is insisting I go. Currently on Zoloft too but it hasn't been doing anything. Any tips on how to make therapy more bearable? Gf wants me to go but it's really difficult (especially because I have agoraphobia and need someone to take me places). Any help would be appreciated, honestly love the kindness in this forum
Here's the kicker. Therapy. Been there, done that multiple times, and it just makes me feel worse talking about my trauma and depression. Plus you always have to watch your words so they don't cart you back to the hospital. It's so stressful that I don't really want to go back, but its part of my agreement with the hospital and my aunt (who I'm living with) is insisting I go. Currently on Zoloft too but it hasn't been doing anything. Any tips on how to make therapy more bearable? Gf wants me to go but it's really difficult (especially because I have agoraphobia and need someone to take me places). Any help would be appreciated, honestly love the kindness in this forum