The"would you commit if you were me" thread

[r.m.216]

This could either be great or could bomb.

Post your circumstances and see if others would stay or go

 

[UnusedGate]

Chronic pain. Low chance of fixing it. Effects everyday life and forced me to leave university. Personally I'm giving myself a few more months.

 

[r.m.216]

Chronic pain. Low chance of fixing it. Effects everyday life and forced me to leave university. Personally I'm giving myself a few more months.

To see if it improves? Depending on the pain, IDK. People with sciatica say they just learn to deal with it in time. "Radical acceptance". But obviously it's your life








My situation: I'm 38, no friends, body kind of falling apart.. been on trt for 5 weeks now and still no erections, issues with bathroom stuff. I have 30k and owe 60 in student loans. I do not have a career.

 

[SparkleWater]

Autistic. Mentally ill to the point i had to stop going to college. Living with family that makes me feel like im trapped in an endless cycle. Dont have alot of skills to get out and move into an apartment (its expensive in my state). Shit deadens job. Raised by two very emotionally immature parents. Where one essentially raped the other and i didnt find out until he was hopped up on pain killers from knee surgery.

 

[LetMeOut67]

Very very severe depression for decades
Look like I've been dragged through hell
Chronic isolation for decades
Total social inadequacy
Middle aged and physically declining

 

[RoseGirl]

emo

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

Work 80 hour work weeks seven days a week and still lives just above poverty line. Gets abused by customers. History of sexual exploitation, poverty and medical neglect. Regular migraines, blood sugàr problems and orthostatic hypotension that elude treatment. Schizoaffective disorder and neurological disability. Hardly ever able to finish projects I start, including college. Two clueless parents and a psychopath sister, a hoarding problem, and a car that always, always needs an expensive repair.
Work 80 hour work weeks seven days a week and still lives just above poverty line. Gets abused by customers. History of sexual exploitation, poverty and medical neglect. Regular migraines, blood sugàr problems and orthostatic hypotension that elude treatment. Schizoaffective disorder and neurological disability. Hardly ever able to finish projects I start, including college. Two clueless parents and a psychopath sister, a hoarding problem, and a car that always, always needs an expensive repair.

emo

Maybe.

 

[Nightfoot]

Treatment resistant depression

 

[dead dav]

Struggled with depression for years worked hard lots of overtime but always struggled to pay bills now retired and struggling with arthritis I wish I had an off switch that would end my life

 

[computer]

suicidal drug addict , ive done drugs for too long , dxm is drug of choice , i have my masters in chemical engineering but dont have the will to keep going

 

[Lady_V]

emo

Instantly.

suicidal drug addict , ive done drugs for too long , dxm is drug of choice , i have my masters in chemical engineering but dont have the will to keep going

No. Also a former cough syrup chugger, if you do stop, you would notice a mental change. That stuff absolutely warps the brain and is harsh on the body. You have something going for you. Good job. Even if you're struggling to utilize your skills.