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Ravel

Ravel

tired
Dec 13, 2021
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and I don't have the energy to save myself, I don't know how to get out of this situation, it's like I'm too far gone. I can't live and I can't die
 
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immrw

immrw

Member
Jan 22, 2023
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i felt that. none of my friends check in on me. my family doesn't. i get that they're all going through their own battles.

i tried being religious and praying to god for help. then i turned spiritual and begged my spirit guides for a miracle, any sign to keep going. these past 2 years have been one of the circles of hell, and i just needed a sign that it will get better. i desperately needed a win.

nothing came. i don't have the energy to feed myself. to treat myself. i don't really see a point if things show no sign of getting better.

i've had a dreary existence since birth. i once thought my suffering would mean something, but now i see there is no deeper meaning. i was born, i suffered, then ill die.
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
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I'm in a similar situation myself. I am in limbo. I don't have the will to live and I don't want to commit to dying just yet. I don't expect anyone to save me though. That's just a romantic notion.
 
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encore

encore

see you in my sweet dreams
Nov 14, 2024
156
i'm in the exact same spot. i dunno why i keep hoping for it. but i really just don't have the energy or desire to live for myself. there is no purpose good enough for me to stay.
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
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yeah, it's kind of a trip, isn't it?

i had these feelings as a kid, and now they're back in full force as an adult! full-circle.
 
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