HFK40000
Not Living Just Killing Time
- Apr 14, 2026
- 113
Last night I was at a show with my ex and, I fear it may be the last time I see her. I love her more than anything but I know she doesn't feel the same way. There unfortunately is no chance of us getting back together and that kills me. I really love her and right now the only thing I can give her is space and time away from me. I ruin everything and hurt every one around me in some way. I fear that if I am to keep living that I must do so in quiet isolation. My dream was to fall in love but, it is completely unrealistic to expect such a goal. I wish I could have been better.
