owarikigan
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- Sep 19, 2025
- 36
i wish i were someone with the bravery to devise methods and go through with them
i'm a part of the crowd that is trapped in this joyless imprisonment for longer than i should be unless an unlikely opportunity passes me by alongside my outlandish nightly routine of praying for a peaceful, quick and young death as soon as possible, and i think it's among the worst things one could experience for this elongated amount of time
i don't know how to get by anymore and i feel a lot of envy towards the me from last year that at least tried at an attempt once (albeit in an uneducated, dangerous manner .
it's still scary, but i think blowing my brains out would be the best bet if i'm ever granted the ability; i'm looking forward to a peaceful end (ļ¼¾ļ¼¾)b
i'm a part of the crowd that is trapped in this joyless imprisonment for longer than i should be unless an unlikely opportunity passes me by alongside my outlandish nightly routine of praying for a peaceful, quick and young death as soon as possible, and i think it's among the worst things one could experience for this elongated amount of time
i don't know how to get by anymore and i feel a lot of envy towards the me from last year that at least tried at an attempt once (albeit in an uneducated, dangerous manner .
it's still scary, but i think blowing my brains out would be the best bet if i'm ever granted the ability; i'm looking forward to a peaceful end (ļ¼¾ļ¼¾)b
