justexisting14
isitoveryet?
- Mar 17, 2019
- 14
Right now I believe I'm just going to impulsively and repeatedly stab my self in the neck. Not exactly now, but the thought is pretty much firm. I fail at short drop, not sure on exactly how to use charcoal method, and no access to guns. I keep failing at life and I'm really ready. Yeah there's sensors in my brain that may try to cause me to stop as I take on this action but I believe my urge to die will over power that. I don't mind bleeding out alone on my apartment floor. It'll just feel like my fate.