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golgappa

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Oct 7, 2024
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I have this urge to block everyone and live alone cause the more I talk to people the worse my mental health is ... should I just block everyone from my life? I want peace from everything...
 
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savory

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Nov 25, 2024
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Sorry to say, only you can decide that. For myself, when I withdraw from practically everyone it doesn't feel like much of a choice, it's just survival. Sometimes I've sent people a brief message that I need solitude, other times I just take it and go M.I.A

Living alone can be a relief, depending. I wish I could but can't afford it. Its ideal for me because I'm moody, irritable, and have sensory sensititivies. Then again it can be too lonely.
 
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EvisceratedJester

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Oct 21, 2023
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I've had that urge before too. It's sometimes accompanied with an urge to runaway to God knows where.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

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Nov 25, 2024
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If you block them, they may worry, and it may cause more issues? You could consider replying with a plausible excuse perhaps, thereby buying you some time? Depends also on how many people I guess, your relationship and your normal frequency of communication. For me, I don't have many regular contacts, and I'm able to control comms with the few who may worry and cause an issue. All the best, and may you find peace.
 
TANETS

TANETS

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Nov 11, 2024
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feel like cutting off my friends too. i just wanna be alone
 
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fade_to_black_71

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Oct 7, 2024
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I hope you find the peace you are looking for
and have a painles CBT
 
dontwakemeup

dontwakemeup

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Nov 11, 2024
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That's a decision only you can make. I'm sorry you feel like this. If you do block everyone, I suggest do it gradually. An immediate block to everyone would raise a lot of concern.

I personally blocked everyone and I have a few left but they don't call everyday friends. I found it to be the best decision for me! I use to be honest and open about my suicidal thought because I wasn't ashamed to and felt I had valid reasons anyone would understand!

At some point they got together and I had a 5150. Once my days were up, I never looked back or forgave any of them. I clearly understood their rationale for why they did what they did BUT, I didn't have to accept it.
 
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