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comeoutandhauntme

comeoutandhauntme

all that i can, i will do <3
Feb 10, 2026
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i'm not naive. i'm aware that my ctb would affect at least some people in my life for at least a little. if only because of the complexity of emotions that comes with suicide.

but i also know life will go on. nothing stops. and they will move on too. i will be a distant memory soon enough and after some time nobody will even care anymore.

they might be sad at first. but they'll get over it soon enough. so why would i stay? to revel in my own suffering? no, i think i'll pass on that.

2 months or less. my time is almost here. i've never been more at peace
 
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Aphid

Rotting Failure.
Apr 30, 2026
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If you'd like to lessen the blow, definitely take into account the Ashspace ASBS note writing guidelines as it would help with your loved ones moving on
If you'd like to lessen the blow, definitely take into account the Ashspace ASBS note writing guidelines as it would help with your loved ones moving on
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they might be sad at first. but they'll get over it soon enough. so why would i stay? to revel in my own suffering? no, i think i'll pass on
I would like to say, the suffering and loss of life has a larger impact than you may believe. Your death will become a knot, a stutter. Almost constantly, the things you lived to do and were part of will become effected, individuals will hear a name similar or the same and weep, play games, and then never again. It is as permanent for them and their interests and lives as it is for you. It will leave a hole for the rest of their lives. As long as this is alright with you,
 
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PanaxMan

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Apr 11, 2023
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i'm not naive. i'm aware that my ctb would affect at least some people in my life for at least a little. if only because of the complexity of emotions that comes with suicide.

but i also know life will go on. nothing stops. and they will move on too. i will be a distant memory soon enough and after some time nobody will even care anymore.

they might be sad at first. but they'll get over it soon enough. so why would i stay? to revel in my own suffering? no, i think i'll pass on that.

2 months or less. my time is almost here. i've never been more at peace
I'm also planning to leave in 2 months with the third just as a safe measure ig. It'll go thru unless I get saved in public
 

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