UserHussein
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- Oct 14, 2023
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This is my final post, tomorrow morning I'm going to catch the bus (commit suicide) by hanging.
My mother teaches a Saturday tutoring school, meaning she's gone most of Saturday, and doesn't return until around 3 in the afternoon. She leaves to go to the Saturday school at around 9 in the morning, giving me an ample window of time.
My plan is to drive to my campus under the false pretenses of need to pick up charging cabled for which I (didn't) forget. There is a staircase with metal beams and railways. In my dormitory, I have a printed copy of my suicide note, as well as a rope for which I have already fastened into a slipknot.
I'm writing this as a final farewell before I go to sleep, I do intend to read the comments under this thread before I fasten the ligature around my throat and take the final plunge, so I would appreciate your kind comments. I don't have much else to live for, other than my New Age spirituality, for which I'm extremely passionate about. Pretty much the only thing which gets me to voluntarily wake up in the morning and genuinely excited and passionate about life, other than that I don't have much.
I have written in the past why I'm suicidal, but the gyst of my reasoning is that I get shit grades and was rejected from the University of Maryland, College Park, and I'm forced to attend the University of Maryland, Baltimore County. I hate my school with a passion, and i'm too academically dysfunctional and retarded to get good grades. I'm as well extremely envious of those, particularly my friends, who attend more prestigious schools.
My mother teaches a Saturday tutoring school, meaning she's gone most of Saturday, and doesn't return until around 3 in the afternoon. She leaves to go to the Saturday school at around 9 in the morning, giving me an ample window of time.
My plan is to drive to my campus under the false pretenses of need to pick up charging cabled for which I (didn't) forget. There is a staircase with metal beams and railways. In my dormitory, I have a printed copy of my suicide note, as well as a rope for which I have already fastened into a slipknot.
I'm writing this as a final farewell before I go to sleep, I do intend to read the comments under this thread before I fasten the ligature around my throat and take the final plunge, so I would appreciate your kind comments. I don't have much else to live for, other than my New Age spirituality, for which I'm extremely passionate about. Pretty much the only thing which gets me to voluntarily wake up in the morning and genuinely excited and passionate about life, other than that I don't have much.
I have written in the past why I'm suicidal, but the gyst of my reasoning is that I get shit grades and was rejected from the University of Maryland, College Park, and I'm forced to attend the University of Maryland, Baltimore County. I hate my school with a passion, and i'm too academically dysfunctional and retarded to get good grades. I'm as well extremely envious of those, particularly my friends, who attend more prestigious schools.
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