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I look like that bloke from Coranation Street (apparently). Don't ask me which one though cuz I don't watch it. :pfff:

I had to google that. According to Wikipedia, there are dozens of regular characters.
 
Squiddy

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High has long since ended. Ctb thoughts are weak at this time, but will probably come back later. I'm not looking forward to it :mmm:
 
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I had to google it too.
This is the chap i think. Can't see it myself, but hey...
An older version of that dude is exactly what I imagined you to look like. It's weird how you build a perception of someone just on text.
 
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An older version of that dude is exactly what I imagined you to look like. It's weird how you build a perception of someone just on text.
Oi watchit with the 'older' malarky Bricky boy :tongue: I may have a little bit less hair, but I'm young at heart and my walking stick is a self-made 7ft quaterstaff :blarg:

FFS my ears are really burning, I'm feeling quite rough, WTF is causing this? It's like sunburn. One is actually peeling. This sounds like a drug side effect to me, but I'm not on anything new... only thing I can think is the blocked ears maybe causing an infection.
 
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Oi watchit with the 'older' malarky Bricky boy :tongue: I may have a little bit less hair, but I'm young at heart and my walking stick is a self-made 7ft quaterstaff :blarg:

FFS my ears are really burning, I'm feeling quite rough, WTF is causing this? It's like sunburn. One is actually peeling. This sounds like a drug side effect to me, but I'm not on anything new... only thing I can think is the blocked ears maybe causing an infection.
Awww c'mon man, being older is a good thing here. It means you're closer to death, which gives you a leg up on the rest of us!

I was gona say nerve pain but if it's peeling then you honestly got me there. You could be developing a new reaction to the medication if you think it's potentially related to meds.
 
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Awww c'mon man, being older is a good thing here. It means you're closer to death, which gives you a leg up on the rest of us!

I was gona say nerve pain but if it's peeling then you honestly got me there. You could be developing a new reaction to the medication if you think it's potentially related to meds.
I'm only taking two medications and one of them doesn't cross the blood/brain barrier or even get metabolised by the liver. It's more or less inert, just acting in the colon. The other, I've stopped to see if it has any effect as i think it's useless anyway. Feels exactly like sunburn, with itching on the shoulders too. It's a minor thing really, just very irritating. Bloody metabolism. I want to be young again then i can do whatever I want!
 
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I'm only taking two medications and one of them doesn't cross the blood/brain barrier or even get metabolised by the liver. It's more or less inert, just acting in the colon. The other, I've stopped to see if it has any effect as i think it's useless anyway. Feels exactly like sunburn, with itching on the shoulders too. It's a minor thing really, just very irritating. Bloody metabolism. I want to be young again then i can do whatever I want!
Sounds like neuropathy to me. I have that feeling over half of my body. An yes it feels exactly like a never ending sunburn. You could just be vitamin deficient or something too though.
 
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Sounds like neuropathy to me. I have that feeling over half of my body. An yes it feels exactly like a never ending sunburn. You could just be vitamin deficient or something too though.
I'd be really surprised if I was deficient. My diet is pretty good these days AND I supplement. Especially vitamin D right now due to winter and the virus.
Neuropathy...I suffer from PN, but only occasionally, in my feet, which i can't help but feel is weird: nerves do not regenerate, I'd expect any danage to be permanent, not have the feeling come and go. And if Do have peripheral neuropathy, it sounds odd to me to get it in my head, it doesn't get less peripheral than that LOL. I'm such a fucking enigma, I always piss the doctors off. Not that you can even get one these days, I'm diagnosing and medicating myself.
But I'm sorry you suffer from that, I will keep it in mind as an explanation.
 
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I'd be really surprised if I was deficient. My diet is pretty good these days AND I supplement. Especially vitamin D right now due to winter and the virus.
Neuropathy...I suffer from PN, but only occasionally, in my feet, which i can't help but feel is weird: nerves do not regenerate, I'd expect any danage to be permanent, not have the feeling come and go. And if Do have peripheral neuropathy, it sounds odd to me to get it in my head, it doesn't get less peripheral than that LOL. I'm such a fucking enigma, I always piss the doctors off. Not that you can even get one these days, I'm diagnosing and medicating myself.
But I'm sorry you suffer from that, I will keep it in mind as an explanation.
Nerve damage is permanent but the symptoms of it can come and go. Some days it's alot worse for me, some days I hardly notice. I've been self medicating for years myself.

An I appreciate the sympathy brother, it is what it is though, I'm used to it by now.
 
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Nerve damage is permanent but the symptoms of it can come and go. Some days it's alot worse for me, some days I hardly notice. I've been self medicating for years myself.

An I appreciate the sympathy brother, it is what it is though, I'm used to it by now.
I thought that might be the case with the symptoms. I first got pins/needles/pain in the feet around 10 years ago, I assume from alcohol. It's been up and down ever since, but doesn't seem to relate to drinking or not. I can only assume my body/pain response compensates as it acclimatises.
Ok, I finished the tonic. Now I'm drinking gin and...LOL...Lucozade FFS, which I bought to do a glucose tolerance test and never got around to. It's not even cold. :pfff: Yeah that's not gonna help alcoholic PN hahahahaha. Such a shit day though.

Edit: it's quite nice.
 
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I thought that might be the case with the symptoms. I first got pins/needles/pain in the feet around 10 years ago, I assume from alcohol. It's been up and down ever since, but doesn't seem to relate to drinking or not. I can only assume my body/pain response compensates as it acclimatises.
Ok, I finished the tonic. Now I'm drinking gin and...LOL...Lucozade FFS, which I bought to do a glucose tolerance test and never got around to. It's not even cold. :pfff: Yeah that's not gonna help alcoholic PN hahahahaha. Such a shit day though.

Edit: it's quite nice.
Yea that's alcohol induced neuropathy, I'd be willing to bet on it. If you've been drinking then it gets worse. When I drink the nerve pain increases for a few days. It was a shit day for me too and I'm having some shots, so cheers brother!
 
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LOVE U BOTH X CHEERZ
 
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Yea that's alcohol induced neuropathy, I'd be willing to bet on it. If you've been drinking then it gets worse. When I drink the nerve pain increases for a few days. It was a shit day for me too and I'm having some shots, so cheers brother!
Shit. we are on the same fecking page. Shit LOL:/
 
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Today is so boring. I wish I had more weed and my tolerance was down lol.
 
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One day.

One day we will all meet in a summer field and have a massive pissup/drug fuelled party and fuck everyone else. And all our issues will be set aside, and all our long gone friends will be with us and they will get it. We all will.
Fuck all the self important fuckers, fuck them all, fuck the fuckers LOL :pfff: I wish I could post this on every social media page on every profile and make the bastards think.
I wish.
I post here. So few hear, but they are the few that count, so for that I am proud. Fucking proud. I just wish someone else could hear.

They will, that's the tragic thing. I guarantee, they will. Everyone hears eventually. Gods, that makes me sad.
 
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One day.

One day we will all meet in a summer field and have a massive pissup/drug fuelled party and fuck everyone else. And all our issues will be set aside, and all our long gone friends will be with us and they will get it. We all will.
Fuck all the self important fuckers, fuck them all, fuck the fuckers LOL :pfff: I wish I could post this on every social media page on every profile and make the bastards think.
I wish.
I post here. So few hear, but they are the few that count, so for that I am proud. Fucking proud. I just wish someone else could hear.

They will, that's the tragic thing. I guarantee, they will. Everyone hears eventually. Gods, that makes me sad.
Weed, Acid, Molly and Ketamine :))
 
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Ah Squiddy, there is more to life. And more to death. Unfortunately, alcohol guides my words right now, so what do I know...
 
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i walked through the graveyard near my house again. i felt more at peace, but maybe that was because there were more visitors.

i saw a deer, nibbling at a bush that was near a grave. we both stared at one another for what seemed like forever (bad to directly stare at animals, i know), and then it galloped across the road near a tree. it still glanced back at me, as i was staring at it. i felt scared, yet amazed by its beauty.

since i wasn't as scared as i was during my first visit, i stayed for longer. i took notice of how some graves were hastily made/planted, for lack of better phrasing. while the ones in front were grand and well-maintained, the ones in the back were small, with barely legible writing, and deteriorating. i know some people are treasured more than others, but it was still interesting.

oh, and i found a headstone that simply called the person a number. i know there are many reasons for this, but i found it interesting nonetheless.

that's about it for my rambling. i hope something good happens to you all soon. you all deserve it.
 
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i walked through the graveyard near my house again. i felt more at peace, but maybe that was because there were more visitors.

i saw a deer, nibbling at a bush that was near a grave. we both stared at one another for what seemed like forever (bad to directly stare at animals, i know), and then it galloped across the road near a tree. it still glanced back at me, as i was staring at it. i felt scared, yet amazed by its beauty.

since i wasn't as scared as i was during my first visit, i stayed for longer. i took notice of how some graves were hastily made/planted, for lack of better phrasing. while the ones in front were grand and well-maintained, the ones in the back were small, with barely legible writing, and deteriorating. i know some people are treasured more than others, but it was still interesting.

oh, and i found a headstone that simply called the person a number. i know there are many reasons for this, but i found it interesting nonetheless.

that's about it for my rambling. i hope something good happens to you all soon. you all deserve it.

There's something very soothing with graveyards, isn't there? I believe many, if not most members of this community would agree. For obvious reasons, we don't mind being reminded of our mortality. But that doesn't need to be sad. I say, let's go weird and drop the G in graveyard!

Rave
 
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One day we will all meet in a summer field and have a massive pissup/drug fuelled party and fuck everyone else. And all our issues will be set aside, and all our long gone friends will be with us and they will get it. We all will.
I say, let's go weird and drop the G in graveyard!
YES AND YES PLS! :heart:-----:heart:
morning x
 
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I'd be really surprised if I was deficient. My diet is pretty good these days AND I supplement. Especially vitamin D right now due to winter and the virus.
Neuropathy...I suffer from PN, but only occasionally, in my feet, which i can't help but feel is weird: nerves do not regenerate, I'd expect any danage to be permanent, not have the feeling come and go. And if Do have peripheral neuropathy, it sounds odd to me to get it in my head, it doesn't get less peripheral than that LOL. I'm such a fucking enigma, I always piss the doctors off. Not that you can even get one these days, I'm diagnosing and medicating myself.
But I'm sorry you suffer from that, I will keep it in mind as an explanation.

An excess of vit. D can potentially be toxic
It is often marketed in 4000 UI doses but I'd stick with 1000. Note, I should apply this advise to myself.

In reverse

People are talking and I'm scratching my head as well but some vitamins can even be fatal from damage
 
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An excess of vit. D can potentially be toxic
It is often marketed in 4000 UI doses but I'd stick with 1000. Note, I should apply this advise to myself.

In reverse

People are talking and I'm scratching my head as well but some vitamins can even be fatal from damage
Thanks @Viro_Major , bookmarked and will read later. I've just come off a prescribed vit D supplement (it's a long course, almost a year, and my second one) and have some lower strength non prescription stuff for the winter, which is 25 micrograms/1,000iu. I'll read up on it though too, I have to admit I didn't realise you could take too much.
I don't think I have hypercalcemia (though I've had the frequent urination well before being diagnosed vit D deficient), but I haven't had a blood test in over a year now.
i walked through the graveyard near my house again. i felt more at peace, but maybe that was because there were more visitors.

i saw a deer, nibbling at a bush that was near a grave. we both stared at one another for what seemed like forever (bad to directly stare at animals, i know), and then it galloped across the road near a tree. it still glanced back at me, as i was staring at it. i felt scared, yet amazed by its beauty.

since i wasn't as scared as i was during my first visit, i stayed for longer. i took notice of how some graves were hastily made/planted, for lack of better phrasing. while the ones in front were grand and well-maintained, the ones in the back were small, with barely legible writing, and deteriorating. i know some people are treasured more than others, but it was still interesting.

oh, and i found a headstone that simply called the person a number. i know there are many reasons for this, but i found it interesting nonetheless.

that's about it for my rambling. i hope something good happens to you all soon. you all deserve it.
That sounds cool. Sort of thing I do. It's very interesting, how society treats it's dead. I've excavated on churchyards before and it's often complex and interesting.
There's something very soothing with graveyards, isn't there? I believe many, if not most members of this community would agree. For obvious reasons, we don't mind being reminded of our mortality. But that doesn't need to be sad. I say, let's go weird and drop the G in graveyard!

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Brilliant. That is one VERY naked party.
YES AND YES PLS! :heart:-----:heart:
morning x
LOL I don't remember posting that quote. Oh well. Why is the Lucozade all gone? :shy:
 
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Just rediscovered this song.


Back in the old days,
"TikTok" was a song,
"Corona" was a beer.
 
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Just rediscovered this song.


Back in the old days,
"TikTok" was a song,
"Corona" was a beer.

I remember that song lol. People in my elementary school would sing this all the time. Tbh, I wasn't really into music or popular stuff back then so I didn't learn of the song's name and singer until years later lol.
 
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Some beats from the past when the 1980s and 1990s met and there were no social media, docusoaps, MMORPG's, smartphones, YouTubers, overmedication, or opioid epidemic.



 
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Some beats from the past when the 1980s and 1990s met and there were no social media, docusoaps, MMORPG's, smartphones, YouTubers, overmedication, or opioid epidemic.




loving the pacific state sexy vibes :halo: this man just has impeccable taste! bless ya x
 
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loving the pacific state sexy vibes :halo:

Then I think you'll like this one too, unless you've heard it already. It's always given me the chills.

 
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