Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Woke up in a ctb mood today. Hoping that something takes me out
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Woke up in a ctb mood today. Hoping that something takes me out
With 2020 the way its been we could easily get that meteor you've been asking for! But I still hope you stick around a little bit longer with us! :)):hug:
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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With 2020 the way its been we could easily get that meteor you've been asking for! But I still hope you stick around a little bit longer with us! :)):hug:
The meteor sounds nice. Trying to hang in there.
 
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Sockeye Salmon

Sockeye Salmon

Student
Mar 28, 2018
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My dad just guilt tripped me into not moving back out saying that he might not have the money or some shit.

If I stay in this house for any longer I'm seriously going to lose my sanity and kill myself. He's been driving me crazy for the past 6 months and expects me to help him out with his money problems, money which he keeps wasting on stupid house renovations. Sorry, but I don't give a shit. I care about my own well being and I'm getting out of here.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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My dad just guilt tripped me into not moving back out saying that he might not have the money or some shit.

If I stay in this house for any longer I'm seriously going to lose my sanity and kill myself. He's been driving me crazy for the past 6 months and expects me to help him out with his money problems, money which he keeps wasting on stupid house renovations. Sorry, but I don't give a shit. I care about my own well being and I'm getting out of here.
I mean if he's spending beyond his means then it's not your fault. Do what's best for you.
 
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Sockeye Salmon

Sockeye Salmon

Student
Mar 28, 2018
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I mean if he's spending beyond his means then it's not your fault. Do what's best for you.
I have to move back out, not only to save my mental and physical well being, but I also have some work needed to be done. If it forces my dad to find work again, I think everyone else in the house would be happy if it keeps him out of the house doing something else.
 
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Sockeye Salmon

Sockeye Salmon

Student
Mar 28, 2018
118
I'm stressed out, almost having an anxiety attack. I have a report to do to complete this semester and it's due on the 20th, but I have to consult my professor first and he demands that we consult him a few times before submitting the report. There's a document vital to completing this report that I have to use and it's left behind on my dormitory which I've been dying to go back to. I'll move back there soon, but I'm not sure if I can finish the report in time. I'm also afraid of leaving something important behind... There's also data I need to ask from the people I'm writing a report on and they don't answer quite often. Also my dad keeps pressuring me to stay back home, along with tensions between my parents just adds to the anxiety and makes me unsure if they'll even let me out of here.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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I'm stressed out, almost having an anxiety attack. I have a report to do to complete this semester and it's due on the 20th, but I have to consult my professor first and he demands that we consult him a few times before submitting the report. There's a document vital to completing this report that I have to use and it's left behind on my dormitory which I've been dying to go back to. I'll move back there soon, but I'm not sure if I can finish the report in time. I'm also afraid of leaving something important behind... There's also data I need to ask from the people I'm writing a report on and they don't answer quite often. Also my dad keeps pressuring me to stay back home, along with tensions between my parents just adds to the anxiety and makes me unsure if they'll even let me out of here.
That's alot to deal with all at once. I'd talk to the professor about it. He may be more lenient due to the whole Covid thing going on.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
This video gave me the feels, even though its a meme. I didn't know where else to post it so sorry if it doesn't belong here :/

 
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Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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This video gave me the feels, even though its a meme. I didn't know where else to post it so sorry if it doesn't belong here :/


Anything and everything goes here. Thank you for sharing!
 
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Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

Photography by Haris Nukem.
Jan 19, 2020
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*gifts everyone in lounge painted rocks*
Not very good at it, but wanted to be unique.

@Brick In The Wall I paint you a rock with a brick on it.

<3
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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*gifts everyone in lounge painted rocks*
Not very good at it, but wanted to be unique.

@Brick In The Wall I paint you a rock with a brick on it.

<3
Thank you brother! How're you tonight? Anything new and exciting in Lorns world?
 
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Lorntroubles

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Jan 19, 2020
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Thank you brother! How're you tonight? Anything new and exciting in Lorns world?
Told my best friend her bf can go to Hell, she didn't like that but I have my reasons. Also mentioned I'm taking matters into my own hands. Might go over her head but I don't care anymore, really.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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Told my best friend her bf can go to Hell, she didn't like that but I have my reasons. Also mentioned I'm taking matters into my own hands. Might go over her head but I don't care anymore, really.
Sounds like you were kinda looking out for her. As you said I'm sure you had your reasons. I know how it feels to not give a fuck anymore and it's honestly liberating.
 
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Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

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Jan 19, 2020
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Stares....

Whatcha doin???
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,381
Drinking my man! What else!? :)) :wink:
View attachment 40929

Just for you Brick :wink:

Rehab-Bartender :heart::heart::heart::heart:





Bartender I really did it this time
Broke my parole to have a good time
When I got home it was 6 A.M.
The door was locked so I kicked it in

She was tripping on the bills
I think she was high on some pills
She threw my shit out into the yard
Then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard

And in my drunken stupor I did what I should've never done
Now I'm sitting here
Talking to you
Drunk and on the run

I'm sitting at a bar on the inside
Waiting for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fucking car
And crashed that piece of shit, then stepped away

Ya know Moe I'll probably get ten years
So just give me beers til they get here
Yeah I know the sun is coming up
And y'all are probably getting ready for closing up

But I'm trying to drown my soul
I'm tired of this life on a dirt road
Everything that I love is gone
And I'm tired of hanging on

She got me sitting at a bar on the inside
Waiting for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fucking car
And crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away

Guess it was meant to be
Romance is misery
So much for memories
And now I'm headed to the penitentiary
See me on TV
The next cop series I am a danger
I guess I should've did something about my anger
But I'll never learn
Real things I don't concern
I pour kerosene on everything I love and watch it burn
I know it's my fault
But I wasn't happy it was over
She threw a fist
So I crashed that piece of shit Nova

And now I'm going back again
Back to the pen to see my friends
And when we all pile up that county van
They gonna ask me where I've been

I been at a bar on the inside
Waiting for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fucking car
And crashed that piece of shit, then stepped away


Rehab-Drinking Problem :heart::heart::heart::heart:






I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie

I'm feelin' that funny feelin' again within walkin' me to the kitchen
For that early morning gin drink it in till my thoughts they become clear
Dress my naked air and head the fuck up outta here fightin' traffic
The hot sun be causin' havoc ass stuck to the seaat window cracked can't see passed it the liquor store I just passed it
Lookin' back I gotta turn around
I can't stop thinkin' exactly that u-turn the past I leave behind for the ill bumpin' two busted six by nines
And I feel this day to be a good one of plenty even if I'm thirsty and my pockets are empty

I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie

Come from a long line of alcoholics livin' from toilet to toilet you call it
I'm callin' hotlines swervin' all over yellow lines drinkin' moonshie
Damn was that a stop sign
I ain't doin' good but I'll be fine danno where's that cheap wine
Drunk since 9 guzzlin' boone's farm
Trying to stop my shakin' arm
I'm here to stumble the earth and forewarn
7 weeks since I had had shower I black out like you pulled th plug on Georgia Power Southern discomfort baby
Seein' pink elephants on down the freeway the proof on the bottle 180 runnin' out of Loochiey
And I won't survive if you don't let me borrow another five I'm a do it anyway if I'm alive

I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie

Spent my last money on a pabst blue ribbon I be gulpin never sippin
Cuz I have to booted out the crib and that's cool
Lone as I have brew face flush stare at a lush I might bust you in the gums
I gotta problem my life's too up tempo but yo I'm just simple man whose mind is crippled man it all started at a party
and I was only 15 now I can kill a fifth of Bacardi and I dirnk and pass out wake up ass and start again
I been to AA but hey hey gimme the bottle 12 steppers actin like they never took a swallow

[Hook: (fade)]
I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie




Nah na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
 
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Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

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Jan 19, 2020
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When you post a lot but tired of seeing your higher rank color....

Shoo! Don't notice me! I would like to be blue to blend in.
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
When you post a lot but tired of seeing your higher rank color....

Shoo! Don't notice me! I would like to be blue to blend in.
Everytime I post I set a record for highest post count on the forum. That's the only motivation I have left in that aspect :))
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
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A bit of a vent not related to S.S.
The damn DVR didn't catch the newest ep of American Dad because whoever programs the guide listed it as an old ep. :angry::angry::angry:
I happened to catch the last 5 min or so.
This isn't the first time either ... it's happened for other shows as well. I'm sure there are eps of shows I have missed because someone fucked up. :angry::angry::angry::angry:
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
A bit of a vent not related to S.S.
The damn DVR didn't catch the newest ep of American Dad because whoever programs the guide listed it as an old ep. :)) :angry::angry::angry:
I happened to catch the last 5 min or so.
This isn't the first time either ... it's happened for other shows as well. I'm sure there are eps of shows I have missed because someone fucked up. :angry::angry::angry::angry:
That's why I stream (steal) shows and movies now. That and I don't wana pay for it :))
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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That's why I stream (steal) shows and movies now. That and I don't wana pay for it :))



I have room mates so we all pay for it but it still sucks paying for 100 channels and only watching 10-15 of them. And that is when new shows are on. I do like the music channels though. Good to listen to while I'm on S.S. :wink:
Well ... I think the Sandman is calling. :wink:


 
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Sockeye Salmon

Sockeye Salmon

Student
Mar 28, 2018
118
I don't know why I feel anxious. It's probably because of the report. I need several papers and I'm afraid when I move back out, it turns out that I had it all along and left it back home, or that it just disappeared entirely, which means I'm kinda fucked.
 
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Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

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Jan 19, 2020
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@Gummy you've been a member since the beginning of SS, how does it feel to be one of those who has been from the beginning?
 
Sockeye Salmon

Sockeye Salmon

Student
Mar 28, 2018
118
@Gummy you've been a member since the beginning of SS, how does it feel to be one of those who has been from the beginning?
I don't visit very often, to be honest. Not until recently.
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Woke up in a good mood today as i am all alone at home till tomorrow evening. All was good till my gf made me feel much worse. Took a few pills to make me calm. hmm... what else.. oh yea, finally found my SN which i thought was lost a few months ago. I feel much better that it's still here and still sealed completely. It's 3:16 a.m. here, i am trying to relax, surfing my favourite SS forum, drinking tea.
 
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Silenos

Silenos

Ṿ̸̄Ọ̶͂Ỉ̶͉D̴̞͝ ̴̲̐A̷̾͜W̷̪͒Ā̵̯I̵͍̅T̵̛͔S̷̗͛
Jul 25, 2020
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Lorazepam is just kicking in now. I took two after I had a stupid argument with my girlfriend. Then I went to sleep downstairs and practised a knot for my rope and also where to put the rope on my neck.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,565
Do you have cookies here? I'd like a sugar cookie please
 
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Lorntroubles

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Jan 19, 2020
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What is it like to trip on shrooms in the forest?
 

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