Soulless_Angel

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It's been a few day's, hello old friend

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It's been a few day's, hello old friend

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Is it good rum at least?

I've been sober for the first night in a couple of weeks and it was okay. Jittery and with clenching teeth, but at least I was in a very deep sleep at some point, which rarely happens anymore.
 
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Is it good rum at least?

I've been sober for the first night in a couple of weeks and it was okay. Jittery and with clenching teeth, but at least I was in a very deep sleep at some point, which rarely happens anymore.

This is my fav, I actually prefer the cheaper darker rums, I find them less sweet.
I don't get withdrawel, like wise I don't get hang overs my body is weird, only thing is does is make me wake at 3am!
 
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Brick In The Wall

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It's been a few day's, hello old friend

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That looks like some good top shelf.

Is it good rum at least?

I've been sober for the first night in a couple of weeks and it was okay. Jittery and with clenching teeth, but at least I was in a very deep sleep at some point, which rarely happens anymore.
Yea I've been staying off the booze myself. I did have some shrooms the other day tho.
This is my fav, I actually prefer the cheaper darker rums, I find them less sweet.
I don't get withdrawel, like wise I don't get hang overs my body is weird, only thing is does is make me wake at 3am!
Well I guess I was fooled by label lol.
 
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a.n.kirillov

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That looks like some good top shelf.


Yea I've been staying off the booze myself. I did have some shrooms the other day tho.

Well I guess I was fooled by label lol.
According to the Reddit experts you should be depression free by now with all the psychedelics you consume.

Maybe you need to start a keto diet and buy a Jordan Peterson book next
 
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That looks like some good top shelf.


Yea I've been staying off the booze myself. I did have some shrooms the other day tho.

Well I guess I was fooled by label lol.


Co Ops own make, guess your version would be the slightly posher version to target!
 
Brick In The Wall

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According to the Reddit experts you should be depression free by now with all the psychedelics you consume.

Maybe you need to start a keto diet and buy a Jordan Peterson book next
Any sentence with the word Reddit in it is instantly a red flag lol.

Co Ops own make, guess your version would be the slightly posher version to target!
The cheap go to rum for me is probably Captain Morgan. E&J is another popular cheap liquor but it's pretty terrible.
 
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44211 michters bourbon 20j m
That's some good American booze
 
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Any sentence with the word Reddit in it is instantly a red flag lol.


The cheap go to rum for me is probably Captain Morgan. E&J is another popular cheap liquor but it's pretty terrible.


Captain Morgans over here is about £15 for 70cl, I think that's about $20 its among the cheaper but not the cheapest,

Does anyone drink this? this stuff, is shot stuff, OMG I am done, I prefer the cold brew coffee, were as this is herbal but so lush

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Looks fancy, this is what I drink when I want to make bad decisions and piss people off. It's a smooth drink that'll leave you waking up the next day with guaranteed regrets.

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Love the name!
 
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Captain Morgans over here is about £15 for 70cl, I think that's about $20 its among the cheaper but not the cheapest,

Does anyone drink this? this stuff, is shot stuff, OMG I am done, I prefer the cold brew coffee, were as this is herbal but so lush

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Not a huge fan of Jager, it's pretty popular here in the states though. People mix it with redbull alot.
 
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Not a huge fan of Jager, it's pretty popular here in the states though. People mix it with redbull alot.

ewww I couldn't mix it, stuff that, if I want to get totally fucked just give me a few of those and I am done for!
 
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a.n.kirillov

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I am German so of course
But don't mix it with beer
It goes with and not into the beer
 
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ewww I couldn't mix it, stuff that, if I want to get totally fucked just give me a few of those and I am done for!
Yea I'm more of a straight liquor drinker myself. Although all this alcohol talk probably isn't helping my sobriety hahaha.
 
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Yea I'm more of a straight liquor drinker myself. Although all this alcohol talk probably isn't helping my sobriety hahaha.


You trying that path again/ hows it going? and I hope you are well? (as well as can be in this fucked up world!)
 
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New Amsterdam Vodka 600x600
While we're at it, I also like straight vodka a lot. This one is pretty affordable and better than the big expensive brand name ones.
 
Brick In The Wall

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You trying that path again/ hows it going? and I hope you are well? (as well as can be in this fucked up world!)
Yea I've been trying to stay sober, atleast from alcohol. It's been going well I think I got it to stick this time.

Things have still been shit lately. But I guess it's still helping out a bit to stay off the drink.
 
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Yeah alcohol sucks tbh. That's why I prefer it to going on benzos though. With benzos being cleaner, I fear the temptation to take them all day is greater. Whith booze, there is a built in aversity for me to take it in the middle of the day.
 
Brick In The Wall

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Yeah alcohol sucks tbh. That's why I prefer it to going on benzos though. With benzos being cleaner, I fear the temptation to take them all day is greater. Whith booze, there is a built in aversity for me to take it in the middle of the day.
It's definitely not as bad as benzos for sure. I do like to drink but its just caused way too many problems in my life.
 
Soulless_Angel

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What are benzos I see it mentioned a lot ?
 
a.n.kirillov

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Benzodiazepines, like Valium or Xanax. They work on GABA receptors similar to how alcohol or barbiturates work. In fact they replaced barbiturates as anxiolitics and sleep meds.
Lol a synchronicity just occured
 
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Benzodiazepines, like Valium or Xanax. They work on GABA receptors similar to how alcohol or barbiturates work. In fact they replaced barbiturates as anxiolitics and sleep meds.
Lol a synchronicity just occured
It's funny we listed both the same meds in the same order. Your description was a bit better though.
 
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Yea I've been trying to stay sober, atleast from alcohol. It's been going well I think I got it to stick this time.

Things have still been shit lately. But I guess it's still helping out a bit to stay off the drink.

Respect to you, its not an easy route to chose, but as long as its right for you at this moment in time that is all that matters
Benzodiazepines, like Valium or Xanax. They work on GABA receptors similar to how alcohol or barbiturates work. In fact they replaced barbiturates as anxiolitics and sleep meds.
Lol a synchronicity just occured

Nah gone straight over my head!
I can't tablets, if its not liquid then I can't take it, part of the reason I am so fucked up, there is nothing to help me in liquid form!
 
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Respect to you, its not an easy route to chose, but as long as its right for you at this moment in time that is all that matters
Thank you for that, it actually hasn't been that hard so far. I don't often get the physical side of addiction its always just been the mental side of it. I would just drink out of boredom really, so I'm just trying to stay busy with other things instead.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

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All this alcohol talk is making me want to drink. At least that didn't lead to withdrawals, like the anti-psychotics.

I'm more of a whiskey guy, despite the fact that my main choice of booze was one of the cheap Indian rums (Old Monk, to be precise). I like the mild flavor of whiskey, not the strong flavor of rum or beer. Vodka is pretty cool as well, as long as it's unflavored, but I think of it as more of a get-drunk-quick option over the slowly-get-hammered option of whiskey.
 
a.n.kirillov

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Vodka, one drink ensured to make me vomit within seconds of it hitting my stomach
Mhh good vodka always seemed the cleanest form of alcohol consumption to me. With the correct drinking method it tastes like nothing, doesn't burn, no aftertaste.
 

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