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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
575
"Hanging on a cliff,
Groping for something I cannot quite reach
The fall is too deep
If I let go, it will take all that's left of me
Blood colours the white
I'm mesmerised,
It burns in my eyes,
But if I look away, I'll lose all that I have"
"The distance is too wide
How can I know what's happening on the other side?
I want to let go,
But then there's no turning back
I'm kept in the dark
"


"Blood Colours The White"


"Designed For Blood"


"Into Oblivion"
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,609
It's hard to pinpoint any particular song and I have a hard time relating to mainstream music as I mostly listen to VGM, but here are a few. Depending on my emotions and state of mind, these are examples of them:






Id (Purpose) is considered a more somber tone, nearing the final moments or decisive moments. Silver will is enduring. The Devoted is like being ambitious or energetic.
 
Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,158
So many, I love music. This was the first one I thought of when I saw this thread. Its a cover of Bohemian Rhapsody. This particular part really speaks to me.

 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

DoNotBoopTheSnoot
Dec 25, 2020
1,077
Welcome to my Life - Simple Plan

 
stevieu

stevieu

~ Sleepwalking through every day ~
Feb 10, 2020
147
Placebo - Song To Say Goodbye



My young self was full of hope, full of dreams, full of wonder... because of past trauma, that was all halted - my adult self feels like a let down to my young self and who I aspired to be.

I know my adult self needs to console that younger self and take control and to forgive.

This song summarises the grip of depression and addiction so well.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,016

I wasn't necessarily left completely alone in the same way as her, but I did get ignored and was happy with fulfilling a duty to stay ignored. It caused me to go from someone who just wanted to love and make people happy into being a bitter shell of a person that just wants to spread chaos and destruction...
 
Imaginos

Imaginos

Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
638
Frail of heart renounce all fear.
Locked away inside all these years.
Remain in light, renounce all fears.
For you have been mesmerized.
Break this spell of silence.



Yeah I've left the world behind
I'm safe here in my mind
I'm free to speak with my own kind
This is my life, this is my life
I'll decide not you

Keep the world with all its sin
It's not fit for livin' in
Yeah I will start again
It can take forever, and ever whatever, whenever, but I'll still win



How much can you take
How much can i take

You hope for everything
But really there's nothing

But really there's nothing (repeat)
But I believe there's nothing
But you believe there's nothing
But really there's nothing (repeat)

But really there's nothing (repeat)




All three of these songs, plus the previous one I posted before, really do sum just about everything up for me. Especially DCD's mesmerism. It's like it's a song that was literally written specifically for me and my situation as a hermit locked away inside for almost the past 15 years.
 
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Ignorado

Ignorado

Rat
Jan 21, 2021
28


The feeling of emptiness, when you realize that you're only a dot in the middle of nowhere, and it's ok to CTB, you'll finally rest in peace. It also represents the idea of the fallen of the mankind, your degradation, your end. I like this ambient music because it represents all theses feelings for me.
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989

Worthless - Eli.

—/—/—​
Verse 1:

I'm always so alone
Even when surrounded
By people that I know
I'm always so astounded
By my ability to ruin everything
Losing friends and starting fires
Everyone thinks I'm a liar
I always stay at home
'Cause I'm not good in public
I sit here on my phone
I'm always disappointed
I watch them live their lives
I wish that I were happy
Victim of my generation
Time machines cannot erase it
 
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Tbest

Tbest

Member
Feb 9, 2021
23
Not exactly my life but it sums up about how i tried to live it
 

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