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flesh

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Aug 16, 2023
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I just don't understand why people desperately want to live, and believe it should be the same for everyone else. Everyone dies eventually, yet every time people treat it like such a terrible phenomenon. It can't be that difficult to fathom not wanting to remain trapped in this world. I live a privileged life, I only despise the fundamental structure of human society, no therapy or medication is going to change that. Why should I force myself to enjoy the misery of daily life, when I could simply die? Why should those around me weep, when they know I'd only continue suffering if I keep living? People live their whole lives laboring away, only looking forward to the relief of sleep, why is that better than dying?
 
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Mar 15, 2019
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I just don't understand why people desperately want to live, and believe it should be the same for everyone else. Everyone dies eventually, yet every time people treat it like such a terrible phenomenon. It can't be that difficult to fathom not wanting to remain trapped in this world. I live a privileged life, I only despise the fundamental structure of human society, no therapy or medication is going to change that. Why should I force myself to enjoy the misery of daily life, when I could simply die? Why should those around me weep, when they know I'd only continue suffering if I keep living? People live their whole lives laboring away, only looking forward to the relief of sleep, why is that better than dying?
It is indeed ridiculous to believe how this world works

We are all guaranteed to die in the end no matter what

Yet when we just want to get this over with sooner, just to save all this unnecessary and pointless hassle, which consists mainly of decades of suffering

This simple concept couldn't be properly understood nor accepted

And instead misunderstood as some type of mental illness

This existence is truly a hell experience. Just a pure torture
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, and all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous, dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me ceasing to exist is just always preferable to the cruelty and suffering of existing where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to decay and die anyway.

I'll always see it as so futile to exist, to me existing will always be so deeply undesirable in every way and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just so terrible how humans impose this unnecessary existence in the first place that there was never a need for at all yet do all they can to force others to suffer for as long as possible against their wishes with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to prolong no matter what, I'd just never understand why anyone would wish for this at all, all I want is the peace of eternal sleep.
 
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Dingo23

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May 31, 2026
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It's one of these weird juxtapositions of our society.

It's perfectly fine to abort unborn children. Sometimes it's even encouraged to do it. But OH NO never try to take your own life, that is "mental illness"l.

People as a collective have decited what kind of life is worth preserving. And they try to force you to accept their version of truth. They know full well that THEY produce the suffering in the world. And they act as if it's not their problem. "Oh no that burden is on you, you carry your life to the end." "btw, work for me 8-10 hours a day for minimum wage just to get by ok?"

In the past, people at least had religion. They were able to divert that responsability to "god" and say : "Well it's bad that you kill yourself because you will end up in hell". Now that religion is gone and they still refuse to carry that responsability. They still try to push it onto someone else. Their new god is science and science says, it's mentally ill. How convenient. Now you're free to produce more suffering slaves.
 
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