mariannelle
Member
- May 9, 2025
- 24
I think the end of the world is sooner than any sane person would claim. the rapture is coming before the rapture was ever supposed to. god will come to earth and no-one will be here to greet Him. humanity is barreling towards so many different paths with nothing to stop us and I just dont see a way out unless someone gives up. The tech world is trying to create ai singularity, the heartless elite have realized charity isn't fulfilling, and the whole world is getting hotter and will get hotter until the end because politicization has ended any useful progress towards slowing climate change. why did this all happen? I can't claim to know fully, maybe it's just in a human's nature to be selfish. I hope not, but for every virtuous action there seems to be three people acting for themselves.
As to why this is happening right now. I think the Internet has created so many spaces for people to form niche independent ideologies and has algorithmized content in such a way to make sure people can't change their perspectives that it has become a catalyst for the ultimate follies of humans. I think eventually with enough individualism and intelligence humanity could've recognized the polarization disaster of the internet but there isn't enough time anymore. The world is going to end. and when it does end, I dont predict it will happen in an anarchist way where the people who survive build a better world from the remains of the old one, rather, when the world ends I think it will end in a disaster so widespread one could consider it to be the rapture.
I have ocd so I dont let myself ponder religious morality; it would drive me even crazier than I have become from worrying about my secular morality. that's why while I believe I we are facing the rapture, I am still not pious. maybe in a few days I'll lose my mind over religion and start trying to convert everyone. I dont know. I dont know what is written up above for me.
I still love you. I dont know why I haven't died yet. I get closer everyday. I feel guilty I have been on sasu so long without dying or getting better. I am forever indecisive, it's my worst quality.
godspeed, glory glory. be patient with me.
As to why this is happening right now. I think the Internet has created so many spaces for people to form niche independent ideologies and has algorithmized content in such a way to make sure people can't change their perspectives that it has become a catalyst for the ultimate follies of humans. I think eventually with enough individualism and intelligence humanity could've recognized the polarization disaster of the internet but there isn't enough time anymore. The world is going to end. and when it does end, I dont predict it will happen in an anarchist way where the people who survive build a better world from the remains of the old one, rather, when the world ends I think it will end in a disaster so widespread one could consider it to be the rapture.
I have ocd so I dont let myself ponder religious morality; it would drive me even crazier than I have become from worrying about my secular morality. that's why while I believe I we are facing the rapture, I am still not pious. maybe in a few days I'll lose my mind over religion and start trying to convert everyone. I dont know. I dont know what is written up above for me.
I still love you. I dont know why I haven't died yet. I get closer everyday. I feel guilty I have been on sasu so long without dying or getting better. I am forever indecisive, it's my worst quality.
godspeed, glory glory. be patient with me.
