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sadman710
Student
- Mar 22, 2024
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One of my friends is now posting lyrics where it is obvious he is considering CTB. Other friends are completely withdrawing into their own shells. It isn't just me anymore. Another friend has got purposely into F so he can feel good for a while, then just end it. He has a good job and girlfriend, and she is doing the same thing, both don't give a damn. My uncle is drinking heavily all of a sudden and mentions CTB here and there. He says people don't really give a shit and everything is a game and ignore his suffering and the struggle he is going through at an older age - everyone in it for themselves.
Something is really wrong. This is no longer a fraction of society issue.
Other "e famous" people posting topics we say on here, where it is also obvious they are on the verge of CTB.
Really, it's not mental illness. The truth is society let the disease spread to where we are being devastated so bad we don't want to wake up every day. You can design reality to such a way where you just beg people to live for the sake of it while every day is just torture is utterly ridiculous. Those against people taking things into their own hands and going early should shut their mouths beyond just empty ass words if they really want to prevent this. Everything is developing where living this hell, the fire is getting hotter, and less people will tolerate it. Especially anyone with a brain.
I honestly think if people could be straight and public about this topic without being sectioned it would get very real very quick that a very large number of people are extremely dissatisfied with the way this place has changed.
Just sit down and do nothing and watch everything and people you love rot quickly and pretend this is all okay. Put cute messages near bridges and skyscrapers. Ok. What are you doing? You've done nothing to address the root of all of this. Everything is a choice, right? When all have just shown nothing but talk and empty words, eventually those with a brain simply lose hope.
I see clues on other people in public, behind the half assed smile. They are just putting in their last 2 cents.
It's rational. You wouldn't expect people who have a life sentence in a torture camp to be enthusiastic about waking up every day.
The only picture I'm getting when I imagine all this is people going into their own shell without displaying any emotion, waiting for the end.
CTB is going semi-mainstream. This society is a total failure for humanity, and no one cares to accept it or do shit about it. It's always the common man who takes the hit, despite putting him in muddier and muddier waters. Everything is our fault, even if we were set up and couldn't control circumstance.
Those in charge just double down and don't give a damn.
Mass mainstream CTB is the future of this place. It's time to stoppretending, but we live in a world of pretenders, so I don't have hope for that anytime soon. The majority still want to act like everything is fine when this shit is crumbling in front of them, with their false hope.
False hope is the cancer that destroyed this place, and many others. Pretending a bad situation that is long-term is okay is a toxic, co-dependent behavior. Unfortunately it seems most have subscribed to this garbage, letting many others, and even themselves, suffer.
Something is really wrong. This is no longer a fraction of society issue.
Other "e famous" people posting topics we say on here, where it is also obvious they are on the verge of CTB.
Really, it's not mental illness. The truth is society let the disease spread to where we are being devastated so bad we don't want to wake up every day. You can design reality to such a way where you just beg people to live for the sake of it while every day is just torture is utterly ridiculous. Those against people taking things into their own hands and going early should shut their mouths beyond just empty ass words if they really want to prevent this. Everything is developing where living this hell, the fire is getting hotter, and less people will tolerate it. Especially anyone with a brain.
I honestly think if people could be straight and public about this topic without being sectioned it would get very real very quick that a very large number of people are extremely dissatisfied with the way this place has changed.
Just sit down and do nothing and watch everything and people you love rot quickly and pretend this is all okay. Put cute messages near bridges and skyscrapers. Ok. What are you doing? You've done nothing to address the root of all of this. Everything is a choice, right? When all have just shown nothing but talk and empty words, eventually those with a brain simply lose hope.
I see clues on other people in public, behind the half assed smile. They are just putting in their last 2 cents.
It's rational. You wouldn't expect people who have a life sentence in a torture camp to be enthusiastic about waking up every day.
The only picture I'm getting when I imagine all this is people going into their own shell without displaying any emotion, waiting for the end.
CTB is going semi-mainstream. This society is a total failure for humanity, and no one cares to accept it or do shit about it. It's always the common man who takes the hit, despite putting him in muddier and muddier waters. Everything is our fault, even if we were set up and couldn't control circumstance.
Those in charge just double down and don't give a damn.
Mass mainstream CTB is the future of this place. It's time to stoppretending, but we live in a world of pretenders, so I don't have hope for that anytime soon. The majority still want to act like everything is fine when this shit is crumbling in front of them, with their false hope.
False hope is the cancer that destroyed this place, and many others. Pretending a bad situation that is long-term is okay is a toxic, co-dependent behavior. Unfortunately it seems most have subscribed to this garbage, letting many others, and even themselves, suffer.
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