bladeeluvr444
Trying to Find Forever peace
- Dec 18, 2024
- 55
When I was a child I was sexual abused by my father, I find it embarrassing to even type that but it happened. I remember nothing about my dad besides all the horrible shit.
He ended up leaving my life when I was young after doing what he did so I basically never had a "real" dad. I sometimes wonder what it's like to have a dad I even get jealous
sometimes hearing people speak about their own dads as sad as that is. The pain of being sexual abused or assaulted as a kid is just beyond words nothing can fix it or make it
disappear it's like a scar that will always be there no matter what you try to do just forever there, It's part of the reason I want to CTB I just cannot live with it, If it never happened
to me then maybe I wouldn't be here but oh well :')
He ended up leaving my life when I was young after doing what he did so I basically never had a "real" dad. I sometimes wonder what it's like to have a dad I even get jealous
sometimes hearing people speak about their own dads as sad as that is. The pain of being sexual abused or assaulted as a kid is just beyond words nothing can fix it or make it
disappear it's like a scar that will always be there no matter what you try to do just forever there, It's part of the reason I want to CTB I just cannot live with it, If it never happened
to me then maybe I wouldn't be here but oh well :')
