Venting The pain of depression is unbearable

[heavyeyes]

The pain is only getting stronger and stronger. I think most of it has to do with feeling trapped and being forced to live when I don't want to. I hate how unbearable the pain has become. Sometimes I cry about it and other times I feel so numb I can't. Nothing helps and I'm desperate to die

 

[iloverachel]

I can totally understand and relate. Depression is just horrible and nasty. I hope you feel better soon my friend

 

[KillingPain267]

I have both depression AND anxiety, so I cycle between crying and insomnia waking up in shock multiple times at night.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

It sucks when you can't even sleep anymore. This is torture.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you're in so much pain. I wish I could help.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be so torturous and dreadful what you go through, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.

 

[Leichter Kampfwagen]

It used to be unbearable for me too. Now I'm just numb.

 

[Ash]

Yeah

 

[ForgottenAgain]

It feels impossible to get rid of it, every day feeling so deeply sad...
I wish I could take that pain away, really relate to what you said.

 

[UKscotty]

Almost everyone here knows your suffering.

Depression is pure evil that saps all joy and happiness out of life.

 

[Throwawayacc3]

It doesn't cure it but it sure does numb it. Put on say Linkin Park. Choose a really heavy song with lots of screams (faint, given up, etc). And scream as loud as you can with Chester (bad technique will fuck your vocals but who cares). At least you can relate to Chester.

 

[thetruetato]

The pain is only getting stronger and stronger. I think most of it has to do with feeling trapped and being forced to live when I don't want to. I hate how unbearable the pain has become. Sometimes I cry about it and other times I feel so numb I can't. Nothing helps and I'm desperate to die

I honestly can't cry even though I want to most to the time. The only emotion I really feel anymore is a crushing emptiness in my chest which is slowly destroying me from the inside until I eventually ctb. Depression really sucks, and I'm sorry you have to experience this.