Lost in a Nightmare
He/him - Metal head
- Feb 22, 2020
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The destruction of anything and everything is the only solution to end all problems. Antinatalism, I have realized, doesn't go far enough. Efilism doesn't go far enough either. What needs to happen is for the entire universe to be annihilated, and for whatever it is that put it here to be annihilated as well. Is this thing God? I don't know. If so, there needs to be a way to kill this creator and I would do that very thing if I had the ability to prove its existence and to then kill it.
The knowledge that one day the universe will cease to exist - some people call this The Heat Death of the universe - is the only thing that makes me feel hopeful, but how long will that take to happen? If it's billions of years, then surely there must be a way to speed up the process! Ending my life isn't a guarantee that I won't come back into existence in a different form. I was brought into this universal concentration camp once (at least once that I know of), which means it could happen again. I could come back as another human, or as a different kind of animal, or insect, whatever. I do not want to exist at all, let alone come back into existence again. Escaping from the concentration camp isn't good enough, which is what suicide is to me, because of the possibility I could end up back inside it all over again. The destruction of the concentration camp and the one(s) who built it is what needs to happen, to free everyone who is trapped inside this place with me, and all of those who continue to be brought into it after me.
I am going through a series of livestreams created by Shangael Thunda222 where he attempts to come up with solutions and ideas for how this goal could be achieved. I'm still only on Part 1, so I don't know yet where this series is going to go. Can he ever come up with solutions that will actually work to solve all problems? I don't really know yet, but I still find his views on the topic very interesting.
The knowledge that one day the universe will cease to exist - some people call this The Heat Death of the universe - is the only thing that makes me feel hopeful, but how long will that take to happen? If it's billions of years, then surely there must be a way to speed up the process! Ending my life isn't a guarantee that I won't come back into existence in a different form. I was brought into this universal concentration camp once (at least once that I know of), which means it could happen again. I could come back as another human, or as a different kind of animal, or insect, whatever. I do not want to exist at all, let alone come back into existence again. Escaping from the concentration camp isn't good enough, which is what suicide is to me, because of the possibility I could end up back inside it all over again. The destruction of the concentration camp and the one(s) who built it is what needs to happen, to free everyone who is trapped inside this place with me, and all of those who continue to be brought into it after me.
I am going through a series of livestreams created by Shangael Thunda222 where he attempts to come up with solutions and ideas for how this goal could be achieved. I'm still only on Part 1, so I don't know yet where this series is going to go. Can he ever come up with solutions that will actually work to solve all problems? I don't really know yet, but I still find his views on the topic very interesting.
