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The Official Say Goodbye 2019 Hello 2020 New Years Eve Thread

Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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peacefullpainless said:
9/1/2020 is my date to die. That's when the water in the Gulf of Mexico is still very warm. I want to get a boat and go down miles below the water where they'll never find my body . Cold water is extremely painful. Water is too cold for me now. I'd like to build a mini-sub( just a water tank) with nitrogen and weights to sink to the bottom . i want no chance of being "saved".
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Well, then you have time to spend New Years with us!!!
Sensei said:
Coming from the cold north, it feels natural to bring vodka. There can be no celebration without vodka. (I actually prefer gin, but it's not very Nordic, now is it?)

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Ok. That's for me. What are you having?
 
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Jean4

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Nem said:
Same and sorry to hear❤
peace/hugs
My life has been screwed for a few years now, heck pretty much 8 years of fuckedup-ness. What a complete disaster, got hung up on damage caused by a dr and it was nearly impossibly to move forward...on two hours of sleep per night. Today I'm just screwed, went to the store and couldn't decide what to buy and that happens way too often.
A close friend would be sad if/when I ctb but what can I do? My life is totally finished

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So @Nem. What are you bringing to our New Years party?? I need to plan!!!
 
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DevilInHell667

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I wish I had a girlfriend to cuddle with
 
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Jean4

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Jean4 said:
Ok. That's for me. What are you having?
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Shit, that was quick! Well, then I bring absinth, a divine beverage when done the right way. Don't you dare touching it, woman!

Absinth
 
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Squiddy

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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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Maybe I'll make some if I have any left
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Oh yay a New Year's party! I'll be there! This is such a great idea now we don't have to be alone.
2014-now has been nothing but suffering for me. Especially this year and last year. Something tells me 2020 will be my last year... honestly I didn't want to go into the new year.
 
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Jean4

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Raven Moon said:
Oh yay a New Year's party! I'll be there! This is such a great idea now we don't have to be alone.
2014-now has been nothing but suffering for me. Especially this year and last year. Something tells me 2020 will be my last year... honestly I didn't want to go into the new year.
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You will be here! I will be wearing the fingernails of that guy as earrings!
 
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Jean4 said:
My world ended on November 3, 2017 when I had to put him to sleep. Before it happened, I told the universe to bring him back. I also had a failed attempt
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On March 14, 2018, he was born and is the reason I am here
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Awww. . . he looks like such a sweetie.
Nothing better than a furry, purry fluff ball curled up next to you. I'm so sorry you lost him. :heart: :hug:
 
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Jean4

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BlueWidow said:
Awww. . . he looks like such a sweetie.
Nothing better than a furry, purry fluff ball curled up next to you. I'm so sorry you lost him. :heart: :hug:
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He came back as the baby. The reason I can't leave.
 
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Squiddy

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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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So my mom talked to the insurance people and the billing company and turns out, I don't owe $8k for the hospital bill. They billed incorrectly and I owe $0
 
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Squiddy said:
So my mom talked to the insurance people and the billing company and turns out, I don't owe $8k for the hospital bill. They billed incorrectly and I owe $0
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Excellent news! I'm sure it will be a good new year for you. :)
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Jean4 said:
My world ended on November 3, 2017 when I had to put him to sleep. Before it happened, I told the universe to bring him back. I also had a failed attempt
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On March 14, 2018, he was born and is the reason I am here
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This really touched me. My beloved dog I had for 16 years passed last November. I have not been the same since. I have another dog that I dearly love though. I try to hang on for him but it's getting tough.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Raven Moon said:
This really touched me. My beloved dog I had for 16 years passed last November. I have not been the same since. I have another dog that I dearly love though. I try to hang on for him but it's getting tough.
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The right one will find you. They always do.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Sensei said:
No one can ever be sure. It's looking good for you, though. Enjoy the moment. :)
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Alright :) I just hope the feeling of incompetence goes away along with my brain fog
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Squiddy said:
Alright :) I just hope the feeling of incompetence goes away along with my brain fog
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I think you are doing pretty great here with your postings and answers. :)
 
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Squiddy

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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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Jean4 said:
I think you are doing pretty great here with your postings and answers. :)
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Thanks :) I'm just glad my mom helped me out because sometimes, I have a hard time articulating myself and I'm not sure if I would've been able to do it
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Squiddy said:
Thanks :) I'm just glad my mom helped me out because sometimes, I have a hard time articulating myself and I'm not sure if I would've been able to do it
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And if your mom isn't there, we have your back. Just be warned of @BlueWidow @Raven Moon and @Sensei. You should see what happens to them when there is a full moon! :blarg:
 
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Squiddy

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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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Jean4 said:
And if your mom isn't there, we have your back. Just be warned of @BlueWidow @Raven Moon and @Sensei. You should see what happens to them when there is a full moon! :blarg:
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Thanks :)
 
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