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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Listening to people talk about their problems and I feel bad I can't offer any advice while the group is offering it. I feel completely useless and it's 0.1% of the reason I want to ctb.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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omg why do people at my workplace pronounce cache (kash) like kas-hay
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Seriously though my metro area has over 9 mil people....
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ok back to virtual machine creation
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Showered and brushed my teeth back in bed.
borderline about needing asthma meds. 2 days insomnia and I will have asthma attacks.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
On a short break now. Waiting for my psychiatrist to come. I think I'm gonna switch back to the injection form of Invega instead of the pills since I suck at taking pills.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Showered and brushed my teeth back in bed.
borderline about needing asthma meds. 2 days insomnia and I will have asthma attacks.

Definitely get some rest. We don't want you having any attacks.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Definitely get some rest. We don't want you having any attacks.

Ill take meds. Hate how the pumps make you feel (for anyone who takes a pump or nebulizer treatment)
Still very lost today.

clean cat box
Walk through apartment and do a quick cleaning and put away things.

This is by my bed. I really want to go through it and clean it up

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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Ill take meds. Hate how the pumps make you feel (for anyone who takes a pump or nebulizer treatment)
Still very lost today.

clean cat box
Walk through apartment and do a quick cleaning and put away things.

This is by my bed. I really want to go through it and clean it up

View attachment 25762
That one machine looks almost identical to mine!
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
My psychiatrist is here, though I'm waiting til it's my turn
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
My psychiatrist is here, though I'm waiting til it's my turn
Do you have a long wait normally?

I was curious, do you like have 'fun time like watching tv' or something for a wait, or is it more of a 'stand in line' like wait time?
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Do you have a long wait normally?

I was curious, do you like have 'fun time like watching tv' or something for a wait, or is it more of a 'stand in line' like wait time?
Not too much of a long wait. And we're usually in group and the nurse calls us out to see him.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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That's why it does lol.

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Not saying I did, and not saying I didn't. But I may soon have 3 bottles of something in my house soon.
 
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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
Hi all. I hope you're all having a good day. Still no news on the boiler so we're all wrapped up here trying to stay warm. I got a new tattoo today so a bit of pain therapy helped with the bad thoughts. It's my birthday tomorrow so we're taking my daughter to the zoo to see all her favourite animals. Just trying to keep as busy as possible this week.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Working on my art game.

Giphy 126
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Hi all. I hope you're all having a good day. Still no news on the boiler so we're all wrapped up here trying to stay warm. I got a new tattoo today so a bit of pain therapy helped with the bad thoughts. It's my birthday tomorrow so we're taking my daughter to the zoo to see all her favourite animals. Just trying to keep as busy as possible this week.
Pics of your tattoo!
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Minor victory lol cleaned it out
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I second the picture of the tat!

Don't flush your meds unless you're flushing them into my bloodstream.
Asthma and psych meds. Nothing good (except the edibles and Nobody can have that!!!! :blarg: )
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Asthma and psych meds. Nothing good (except the edibles and Nobody can have that!!!! :blarg: )

You never know maybe if I mix them they'll have some interesting interactions!
 
Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Asthma and psych meds. Nothing good (except the edibles and Nobody can have that!!!! :blarg: )
I mean we know you need them... but still... they seem like they'd be soooooooo good.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I mean we know you need them... but still... they seem like they'd be soooooooo good.
Asthma meds are horrible. They make you jittery, speads up your heart and manic
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Asthma meds are horrible. They make you jittery, speads up your heart and manic

Used to get high as fuck on asthma meds and whippits... ahh good ole days.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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why I can't leave!!!!!!!
 
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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
It's really sore and swollen at the moment but Iove it! Screenshot 20200128 170745
 
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