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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
OK... so that popcorn had WAY too much salt on it....

my throat is effing burning.

I mean I like salt, but wow.... it's like she gave me the bottom scraps... entire esophagus is like burning.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I could go for some kettle corn right now
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
I just realized it's 7pm, on a Sunday... and I work tomorrow ugh.... Oh wow... Friday is my psychiatrist appointment!
That means I'm leaving early on a friday to lie to medical people rofl
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Maybe there is something wrong with me. I find the board positive. All you guys are here!! :heart:

Well you definitely help to brighten up my day a bit atleast.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Tomorrow it's Visiting Nurse torture day. 10-1. I let him go early. There was nothing for him to do. Filled out all the necessary paperwork go Medicare, so we were just staring at each other lol
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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Tomorrow it's Visiting Nurse torture day. 10-1. I let him go early. There was nothing for him to do. Filled out all the necessary paperwork go Medicare, so we were just staring at each other lol
That sounds like torture...
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I'm signing out. Will come back when insomnia starts.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
One of my excoworkers posted this on facebook lol.

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I've been twirling this Exipired since 1999 Amex card for ... well all day card between my fingers....

time to cut into like 500 pieces like I did the other card earlier I think
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
One of my excoworkers posted this on facebook lol.

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I've been twirling this Exipired since 1999 Amex card for ... well all day card between my fingers....

time to cut into like 500 pieces like I did the other card earlier I think
That is annoyingly accurate but I doubt it will ever change sadly. I almost wish people would just be honest after someone is dead and show the relief they actually feel instead of trying to virtue signal all day with the whole I can't believe it I'm so sad why did they do it ect.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
That is annoyingly accurate but I doubt it will ever change sadly. I almost wish people would just be honest after someone is dead and show the relief they actually feel instead of trying to virtue signal all day with the whole I can't believe it I'm so sad why did they do it ect.
Yeah. I swear though I'd almost be paranoid about people being onto me given how many of my friends/coworkers have posted suicide things.... but literally none have said anything, and they don't know I've seen it lol. I really wish people would be honest about things. Yeah I know I'm not liked by everyone. Yeah right now it'd totally push me to ctb like... ok to a hotel even during the week even though not my ideal thing. But still. I so wish people in life wouldn't just be so two or three faced practically. I die, they wouldn't be sad. They'd see the irony in posting the memes and not noticing things, then be like 'whoa... it was so obvious' in hindsight'
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
given how many of my friends/coworkers have posted suicide things.... but literally none have said anything, and they don't know I've seen it lol. I really wish people would be honest about things.

woah, that sucks :( Do you think they also browse SS lol
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
Yeah. I swear though I'd almost be paranoid about people being onto me given how many of my friends/coworkers have posted suicide things.... but literally none have said anything, and they don't know I've seen it lol. I really wish people would be honest about things. Yeah I know I'm not liked by everyone. Yeah right now it'd totally push me to ctb like... ok to a hotel even during the week even though not my ideal thing. But still. I so wish people in life wouldn't just be so two or three faced practically. I die, they wouldn't be sad. They'd see the irony in posting the memes and not noticing things, then be like 'whoa... it was so obvious' in hindsight'
Yeah I hear you. I'm pretty much third or fourth on anyones give a fuck list so if I disappeared everyone would stop caring the next day. Other than my family of course but I mean friends and coworkers. The funny thing is they wouldn't even post stuff like this if someone committed suicide that they knew they would just go oh shit and then probably shrug if off since they knew there was nothing they could do. It's better than the fake caring I guess.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Yeah I hear you. I'm pretty much third or fourth on anyones give a fuck list so if I disappeared everyone would stop caring the next day. Other than my family of course but I mean friends and coworkers. The funny thing is they wouldn't even post stuff like this if someone committed suicide that they knew they would just go oh shit and then probably shrug if off since they knew there was nothing they could do. It's better than the fake caring I guess.
I think that's the one thing... We (like most of us here) know and accept this. I don't think the rest of the world really does. In part maybe that's why we are depressed in part. We accept reality. Then when someone outside of here finds out what we know, they're probably shocked like 'what?!?'
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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I think that's the one thing... We (like most of us here) know and accept this. I don't think the rest of the world really does. In part maybe that's why we are depressed in part. We accept reality. Then when someone outside of here finds out what we know, they're probably shocked like 'what?!?'
Yeah I would think it's definitely partially that at least. I mean you can turn a blind eye as much as you want but sometimes the truth is just so soul crushing and unavoidable that you have no choice but to accept it for what it is and just eat the consequences. I don't know, maybe we're emotionally vulnerable so that's why we can't just ignore reality.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I swear online things keep on tracking your location everywhere. just had to clear up all traces of this website on all browsers but the one I'm using now.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I think I'm gonna go to sleep as I have the program tomorrow.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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I think I'm gonna go to sleep as I have the program tomorrow.
Sleep well and don't sleep in. You gotta wake up on time for that program.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
2,179
I think I'm gonna go to sleep as I have the program tomorrow.
Good night @Squiddy. I hope you sleep well and I hope you have a good day in the program tomorrow. :heart: :hug:
 
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