Carina

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Even like this... things people don't realize are classical pieces lol

Just listened to it, beautiful! I've heard it a long time ago, but I've never known the title. Added to my list.
I totally messed up the spelling, but at least you can figure it out lol. My music teachers would've screamed at my screwup lol
 
Sensei

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Even like this... things people don't realize are classical pieces lol


I'm definitely going to listen to that during the day. I need to go to work in one and a half hour so I really need to get a nap first. Night.
 
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Tchaikovsky is my probably my favorite classical composer. Reminds of breaking in a new pair of pointe shoes.

Sad I missed the music hour, but hello to all that are awake! Sleep well to those that have already turned in.
 
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I'm definitely going to listen to that during the day. I need to go to work in one and a half hour so I really need to get a nap first. Night.
Night :)

Actually I really need to get to bed. Been staying up too late during work nights honestly lol
 
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Tchaikovsky is my probably my favorite classical composer. Reminds of breaking in a new pair of pointe shoes.

Sad I missed the music hour, but hello to all that are awake! Sleep well to those that have already turned in.

You're late to the party. See you tomorrow. :)
 
Carina

Carina

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Tchaikovsky is my probably my favorite classical composer. Reminds of breaking in a new pair of pointe shoes.

Sad I missed the music hour, but hello to all that are awake! Sleep well to those that have already turned in.

Hope you're doing ok! Sadly I'm heading to bed in like 2 min, but still, wanted to acknowledge you :)
 
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Kind of funny, but if you want to hear a lot of classical--watch bugs bunny lol
 
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One of my favorite classical pieces.

 
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@Soulless_Angel has been MIA
@Raven Moon
@Morphinekiss

and I am missing @Sensei . He has been around.


Not used to being missed, going to try and catch up later today!
UK Mental Health Services have just reminded me how awesome they are... I tried ending it all for the 2nd time on Oct 14th, (wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for my bloody brother!)
I got sectioned for 18 hours, came home, saw a mental health nurse just once, was told the hours she doesn't work, and that she was on leave over xmas, if I needed her basically she wouldn't be there, She has just called me up, stating she is discharging me... I'm back in a very dark place, cheers love now go do one bitch!! So bloody helpful... NOT!!
 
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Jean4

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Morning. 5:46 am. Going back to bed. See everyone later. Just a check in. Woke up to take my meds.
 
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Not used to being missed, going to try and catch up later today!
UK Mental Health Services have just reminded me how awesome they are... I tried ending it all for the 2nd time on Oct 14th, (wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for my bloody brother!)
I got sectioned for 18 hours, came home, saw a mental health nurse just once, was told the hours she doesn't work, and that she was on leave over xmas, if I needed her basically she wouldn't be there, She has just called me up, stating she is discharging me... I'm back in a very dark place, cheers love now go do one bitch!! So bloody helpful... NOT!!
I'm sorry youre having such an awful experience with them. They're useless. I know it's because they're underfunded but crisis support is meant to be there for a reason. Sending you hugs :heart:
 
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Jean4

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Not used to being missed, going to try and catch up later today!
UK Mental Health Services have just reminded me how awesome they are... I tried ending it all for the 2nd time on Oct 14th, (wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for my bloody brother!)
I got sectioned for 18 hours, came home, saw a mental health nurse just once, was told the hours she doesn't work, and that she was on leave over xmas, if I needed her basically she wouldn't be there, She has just called me up, stating she is discharging me... I'm back in a very dark place, cheers love now go do one bitch!! So bloody helpful... NOT!!
See! I know there had to be a reason I couldn't sleep!!! Talk to us!!!
So much for sleeping
List for today
1. Shower and brush teeth
2. Wash cat dishes and clean cat box
3. Real job stuff

I eventually want to wash my bedding
 
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Jean4

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I am feeling ok this morning. As we all know, the depression can hit at any time out of the blue.

I showered and brushed my teeth. Since being held accountable, and I am brushing my teeth, my gums have stopped bleeding!!!
I washed the cat dishes and cleaned the box

Now I am going to try to get some real job done. It's 8:47 am. NOT BAD!!!
 
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Carina

Carina

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I woke up late...
Didn't take one pill (hey, dr said I needed HALF dosage, so I stopped it until I got the HALF... because the pills aren't evenly 50/50 if I would've cut in half)
Actually gave self shot of one of my 'pills' (it's a shot, not a pill, used to be pill though)
 
Jean4

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I woke up late...
Didn't take one pill (hey, dr said I needed HALF dosage, so I stopped it until I got the HALF... because the pills aren't evenly 50/50 if I would've cut in half)
Actually gave self shot of one of my 'pills' (it's a shot, not a pill, used to be pill though)
And how are you feeling and what is on the agenda for today?
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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And how are you feeling and what is on the agenda for today?

Work, as always.

Fortunately/Unfortunately (depending on viewpoint) I work M-F 8am-5pm. So I have the same thing I do those days. Although I have to leave to talk with the attorney at lunch about the car accident settlement... it's probably nothing. don't know. Depending I will have to find out like 'so... if something happens to me... can someone else approve a settlement?"

you know.. like just in case.


and omg who freaking burns toast... every single morning?!? I swear there's burnt toast... like creamated toast smell... every morning at my work. it's so bad my nose is burning.
Like it's toast.. it's like they put it in an oven, not the toaster, and leave it for 10-20 minutes... on high... instead of the toaster. Why? Just.... why? Why would someone do that? We have a toaster! Use the toaster. The toaster... used to toast.... oven thing... used to cook... two microwaves, used for reheating... two freezers, for frozen stuff, two refridgerators, for keeping things cool, dishwasher for cleaning...

toaster... for toasting.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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I burn toast. But then again, I burn everything!

I got work project #1 done. Started with a small project so I can say I accomplished something and get onto bigger things.
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I burn toast. But then again, I burn everything!

I got work project #1 done. Started with a small project so I can say I accomplished something and get onto bigger things.

probably not this bad of burning lol


yay for work project being done!
 
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I just woke up from a nightmare. Going to try to go back to sleep. I feel really anxious and scared
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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I just woke up from a nightmare. Going to try to go back to sleep. I feel really anxious and scared
Awwww. Guppy man!!! Go back to sleep and dream about guppies!
 
LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

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Nov 29, 2019
808
Cold and sad this Morning:
Celsius—Minus 21, with Windchill minus 29.
Fahrenheit—Minus 5, with Windchill minus 20.
27 people from my city were on that airplane that crashed near Tehran.
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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We have 22 degrees here. 60 in 2 days lol
Cold and sad this Morning:
Celsius—Minus 21, with Windchill minus 29.
Fahrenheit—Minus 5, with Windchill minus 20.
27 people from my city were on that airplane that crashed near Tehran.
We have 22 degrees here. 60 in 2 days lol
Pushing myself to work. Ugh. We can get project two done
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
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I actually kinda miss work sometimes. I loved my career. This pup is arriving on Saturday morning ! He's a foster/rescue.
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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omg the burnt toast smell is STILL HERE! apparently it's been in here for 2 hours!
 

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