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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

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Oct 1, 2019
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It probably would've helped me, but I wasn't thinking in the moment
I get like this when I want to cut sometimes. If its something you wanted to stop or be less impulsive about, maybe try wrapping whatever you use in a really thick layer of tape. Then if you actually want to do it you have to get through it all first, and if its just an impulse it might give you enough time to call your mom etc.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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So true for all of us.
Yeah. I still have an urge now, but it's little currently and manageable.

I get like this when I want to cut sometimes. If its something you wanted to stop or be less impulsive about, maybe try wrapping whatever you use in a really thick layer of tape. Then if you actually want to do it you have to get through it all first, and if its just an impulse it might give you enough time to call your mom etc.
Alright :)
 
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CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
Looks yummy to me! Is the sauce strawberry or cherry? I'll take either! I love cheesecake in pretty much any form I can get it!
It's strawberry, my absolute favourite. But cherry is such a good idea ill have to try it!
 
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Oct 6, 2019
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National hot buttered rum day

Hot Buttered Rum Holiday Drink

Hot buttered rum

I'll go ahead and break out the rum. I know it's getting late for some of you. It's only 12:30 in the afternoon where I am, so I have a ways to go before I start drinking.
Obviously, these pictures are not my actual cup of rum because I haven't made it yet. But these pictures are probably much nicer than what my rum is going to look like anyway. Even though it will taste just as good.
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Well I think I need to take another one of my pills right now after a friend just outright asked me a question... ok... I'm fine now... totally fine.... so glad I"m alone at the moment.

How's people's day going?
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
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Stardate 832940, 10:18 pm.

I should get an actual pattern for stardate.

My ass is has frozen!
Literally!
I've been to my father's place today for a weekly visit. He fucked his leg up by slipping on some oil his neighbor accidentally dripped in the middle of the building's hallway. Don't ask me how that happens accidentally, that's beyond my simple mortal comprehension.
I've mentioned I'm having trouble sitting comfortably today. He poked my ass. It felt abnormal for an ass, apparently, so he asked to take a look. Being the logical person I am, my first thought was "Fuck. Ass tumors!", but no, no, it's a frostbite on my right buttcheek.
Let me tell y'all, even at the age of 30, taking your pants off and mooning your father feels as weird as it did when I was a kid. Actually, no, it felt a thousand times worse.
He suggested rubbing warm olive oil on it.
It kinda helped, though left me with a slippery ass.
Just... just what the fuck...
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I cleaned the cat box without falling over. Cat threw up again. Normal day. Back in bed.
Stardate 832940, 10:18 pm.

I should get an actual pattern for stardate.

My ass is has frozen!
Literally!
I've been to my father's place today for a weekly visit. He fucked his leg up by slipping on some oil his neighbor accidentally dripped in the middle of the building's hallway. Don't ask me how that happens accidentally, that's beyond my simple mortal comprehension.
I've mentioned I'm having trouble sitting comfortably today. He poked my ass. It felt abnormal for an ass, apparently, so he asked to take a look. Being the logical person I am, my first thought was "Fuck. Ass tumors!", but no, no, it's a frostbite on my right buttcheek.
Let me tell y'all, even at the age of 30, taking your pants off and mooning your father feels as weird as it did when I was a kid. Actually, no, it felt a thousand times worse.
He suggested rubbing warm olive oil on it.
It kinda helped, though left me with a slippery ass.
Just... just what the fuck...
Now that's funny. Sorry it happened, but it's funny lol!
If I disappear, I am having internet issues.

Services within our northeast region are currently impacted by fiber optic damage. Crews are working to make repairs to restore service as soon as possible. We apologize for the inconvenience and appreciate your patience.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Stardate 832940, 10:18 pm.

I should get an actual pattern for stardate.

My ass is has frozen!
Literally!
I've been to my father's place today for a weekly visit. He fucked his leg up by slipping on some oil his neighbor accidentally dripped in the middle of the building's hallway. Don't ask me how that happens accidentally, that's beyond my simple mortal comprehension.
I've mentioned I'm having trouble sitting comfortably today. He poked my ass. It felt abnormal for an ass, apparently, so he asked to take a look. Being the logical person I am, my first thought was "Fuck. Ass tumors!", but no, no, it's a frostbite on my right buttcheek.
Let me tell y'all, even at the age of 30, taking your pants off and mooning your father feels as weird as it did when I was a kid. Actually, no, it felt a thousand times worse.
He suggested rubbing warm olive oil on it.
It kinda helped, though left me with a slippery ass.
Just... just what the fuck...
All I'm thinking of now is "slippery ass" rofl...
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Well I think I need to take another one of my pills right now after a friend just outright asked me a question... ok... I'm fine now... totally fine.... so glad I"m alone at the moment.

How's people's day going?
I'm feeling oddly serene today. . . And the fog in my brain has sort of parted a little bit. I should really be using this time to double check my plans to ctb while I have a rare day where I can think slightly clearer. God knows what I planned out while I was all brain foggy.
If I'm really lucky this clearer thinking will last me a day or two, but I'm not counting on it.

How are you doing today?

And where is @Brick In The Wall with the drugs & music?
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
My coke supplies are refilled! IMG 20200208 203139
 
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BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Stardate 832940, 10:18 pm.

I should get an actual pattern for stardate.

My ass is has frozen!
Literally!
I've been to my father's place today for a weekly visit. He fucked his leg up by slipping on some oil his neighbor accidentally dripped in the middle of the building's hallway. Don't ask me how that happens accidentally, that's beyond my simple mortal comprehension.
I've mentioned I'm having trouble sitting comfortably today. He poked my ass. It felt abnormal for an ass, apparently, so he asked to take a look. Being the logical person I am, my first thought was "Fuck. Ass tumors!", but no, no, it's a frostbite on my right buttcheek.
Let me tell y'all, even at the age of 30, taking your pants off and mooning your father feels as weird as it did when I was a kid. Actually, no, it felt a thousand times worse.
He suggested rubbing warm olive oil on it.
It kinda helped, though left me with a slippery ass.
Just... just what the fuck...
Oh my sides are aching! I have tears running down my face right now, I've been laughing so hard! The way you described that is so funny! You should be a comedian. Also, I hope it gets better.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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We went to the pub my friend was playing at and ordered there with beer and hear him. I got a pretzel burger, it's delicious! I recorded one of his songs and may post it, only it's just a video of the wall to keep it anonymous.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
I'm feeling oddly serene today. . . And the fog in my brain has sort of parted a little bit. I should really be using this time to double check my plans to ctb while I have a rare day where I can think slightly clearer. God knows what I planned out while I was all brain foggy.
If I'm really lucky this clearer thinking will last me a day or two, but I'm not counting on it.

How are you doing today?

And where is @Brick In The Wall with the drugs & music?
I was doing perfectly fine! And intoxicated.... then friend totally threw me off with question... now I'm a tad off. but it'll pass.. just want a normal reply from him again, and all will be right again.
 
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Right now I am in Dublin City Centre, will grab sushi from Yamamori Restaurant, they offer some bigger portions
Ah Dublin, lovely city. I remember more Americans than locals though.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Me when people say life is awesome IMG 20200208 204109
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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View attachment 26752

We went to the pub my friend was playing at and ordered there with beer and hear him. I got a pretzel burger, it's delicious! I recorded one of his songs and may post it, only it's just a video of the wall to keep it anonymous.
It beats the chicken I'm having tonight haha.
 
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Polly

Specialist
Jan 15, 2020
309
Actually found all my library books showered got dressed and am headed to the library.

Roommate will be out until 10 so I can clean the most appalling corner of my room without her prying eyes. Good news /bad news. I've been waiting fir this opportunity but it also means I can't just crash into sleep as I wish I could.

Bourbon when I get to a stopping point.
 
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Well, that was not a good idea to take a bus to here. The weather is horrible :ahhha:
I wanted to face the storm, but actually facing the raindrops kicking me in the face
It's not started here quite yet won't be long though. Dreading it.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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It's not started here quite yet won't be long though. Dreading it.
The most interesting part will be in the morning. Storm winds + torrential rain + high tides (if I am right)
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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How to hide tears from crying..... hmmmm "I was laughing until I cried".... that works right? lol
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Love you @Sensei. Our ninja needs some love.
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Oh @Sensei
 
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