The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[CyanideSoup]

You did great!!!! How is it?

It's really good!

 

[faust]

Looking forward to getting in bed

 

[Jean4]

It's really good!

Looking forward to getting in bed

I'm in bed for you lol

 

[LegaliseIt!]

I apparently can't cut cheesecake or take good photos to save my life but it's really good View attachment 26731

Looks great to me! I am drooling like Pavlov's dog!

 

[faust]

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I'm in bed for you lol

I had to be in bed all day, I am very sick. But the nature called me

 

[Jean4]

I had to be in bed all day, I am very sick. But the nature called me

What's wrong?

 

[faust]

What's wrong?

I am feverish. Plus I was too tired to stay in bed and decided to take a walk.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'm hopefully about to hear my friend play some music and then getting some food!

 

[Jean4]

I am feverish. Plus I was too tired to stay in bed and decided to take a walk.

Flu or a cold?

 

[faust]

Flu or a cold?

A cold. I started being sick very often since black mould appeared in my room. Cleaning it all the way but it appears again. Same in every room on the 2nd floor, my neighbours even bought a dehumidifier. At least I have it only near the window. In another room all the clothes in mould, everything. A liter of water collected every day

 

[Squiddy]

So my mom doesn't see the positive side of what I'm trying to better myself. Only the negatives. She said that it makes her upset when my nurse calls her every few days to say what I'm up to and that I'm not progressing forward.

 

[Carina]

So my mom doesn't see the positive side of what I'm trying to better myself. Only the negatives. She said that it makes her upset when my nurse calls her every few days to say what I'm up to and that I'm not progressing forward.

Kind of ironic that she focuses on negatives all the time, and thinks it's bad that you have negatives.

 

[faust]

So my mom doesn't see the positive side of what I'm trying to better myself. Only the negatives. She said that it makes her upset when my nurse calls her every few days to say what I'm up to and that I'm not progressing forward.

Sometimes it is hard to accept that. It is obviously not a one-day or even a month work. There is no magic pill. Maybe she hopes for a quicker improvement?
P.S. Once my mom found some Xanax pills and said that people who take these pills commit a suicide. Well... She was actually right, but looking from a different angle.

 

[Polly]

Aqaz

Sometimes it is hard to accept that. It is obviously not a one-day or even a month work. There is no magic pill. Maybe she hopes for a quicker improvement?
P.S. Once my mom found some Xanax pills and said that people who take these pills commit a suicide. Well... She was actually right, but looking from a different angle.

Progress needs to be measured over a very long timeline. Even when it is happening it is very hard to see until you look back. If you are still here and trying at all, that is progress.

 

[Squiddy]

Kind of ironic that she focuses on negatives all the time, and thinks it's bad that you have negatives.

I just wish she'd see that I really am trying to get better. She thinks I want attention because I told my friend that I cut who told my mom and my mom said all I do is worry my friends.

 

[Polly]

Aqaz

Progress needs to be measured over a very long timeline. Even when it is happening it is very hard to see until you look back. If you are still here and trying at all, that is progress.

That Aqaz is from my cat.

 

[BlueWidow]

Ugh, looks like we're having chicken for dinner

A couple of videos in honor of your chicken dinner, @Squiddy.

 

[Squiddy]

A couple of videos in honor of your chicken dinner, @Squiddy.

Lmao

 

[Carina]

I just wish she'd see that I really am trying to get better. She thinks I want attention because I told my friend that I cut who told my mom and my mom said all I do is worry my friends.

Based on that it'd just lead to "don't tell anyone", so you'd just end up here as an outlet.... well at least you're here :) so you're ahead already! :D

But yeah, people just don't quite get it. You either have to hide things, then people notice, then you lie, then they're upset, or you're honest then they're 'upset' like whatever... honestly they'd be more upset with other things.

 

[Squiddy]

Based on that it'd just lead to "don't tell anyone", so you'd just end up here as an outlet.... well at least you're here :) so you're ahead already! :D

But yeah, people just don't quite get it. You either have to hide things, then people notice, then you lie, then they're upset, or you're honest then they're 'upset' like whatever... honestly they'd be more upset with other things.

My mom said that I should've contacted her when I was having the urge and not after I cut, but I wasn't thinking then.

 

[Jean4]

Aqaz

Progress needs to be measured over a very long timeline. Even when it is happening it is very hard to see until you look back. If you are still here and trying at all, that is progress.

And I am seeing your progress here. Carry on.

 

[Polly]

My mom said that I should've contacted her when I was having the urge and not after I cut, but I wasn't thinking then.

Would that have been a help to you?

 

[Jean4]

My mom said that I should've contacted her when I was having the urge and not after I cut, but I wasn't thinking then.

That's a good thing!!! Your mom is involved and cares. My mother wouldn't have noticed.... and if she did, she wouldn't care.

 

[Squiddy]

Would that have been a help to you?

It probably would've helped me, but I wasn't thinking in the moment

That's a good thing!!! Your mom is involved and cares. My mother wouldn't have noticed.... and if she did, she wouldn't care.

Yeah, though sometimes, I feel she doesn't always get it.

 

[faust]

My mom said that I should've contacted her when I was having the urge and not after I cut, but I wasn't thinking then.

Once I cut my wrist accidentally with the broken glass. My mom did not have any concerns

 

[Carina]

My mom said that I should've contacted her when I was having the urge and not after I cut, but I wasn't thinking then.

Well... I mean I do see both points here... when you are in that state you totally wouldn't be thinking of doing things... but then she would be like tell me I'd want to help...

perhaps.... just a thought... like if you have a box or something with the cutting things, put a note in them of "call mom first" in it? I mean if you wanted as a thought? that way regardless of your mindset, you'd SEE it

 

[Squiddy]

Well... I mean I do see both points here... when you are in that state you totally wouldn't be thinking of doing things... but then she would be like tell me I'd want to help...

perhaps.... just a thought... like if you have a box or something with the cutting things, put a note in them of "call mom first" in it? I mean if you wanted as a thought? that way regardless of your mindset, you'd SEE it

Good idea. Though I don't usually keep my scissors in a box. They're actually on my bathroom sink

 

[Polly]

Good idea. Though I don't usually keep my scissors in a box. They're actually on my bathroom sink

Colored sticky wrapped around part of a handle. No one knows what it means but you.

 

[Squiddy]

Colored sticky wrapped around part of a handle. No one knows what it means but you.

Alright :) I just hope it works because when I get into one of my moods, it can sometimes be impossible to reason with logic

 

[Polly]

Alright :) I just hope it works because when I get into one of my moods, it can sometimes be impossible to reason with logic

So true for all of us.