Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
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Enlightened
- Jul 5, 2019
- 1,502
For some, I'm sure the game is good for insomnia. Ya never know. :-)
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 754
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
things like that is why I wish we had lauging emotes lol
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Yup. It's Domino's.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
LegaliseIt!
Elementalist
- Nov 29, 2019
- 808
Do you even have to ask?
Not me. My schedule depends upon the whims of others. Sigh.
Not me. My schedule depends upon the whims of others. Sigh.
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MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Superbowl...It's not that bad once it starts most places just die down completely since everyone is at home or at a bar watching. But wow that just made me think about ctb again lol. I really don't feel like dealing with that. I wonder if I can just do it in my car later if I fast for eight hours. I don't think anyone would suspect to check the car that's in it's rightful parking spot lol.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I'm so full right now and I only ate 2 pieces of pizza and 2 wings
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Lots of arguing going on outside of my room right now and one of the kids is crying. I really want it to just be quiet. Why is it so hard for it to be quiet? Sometimes I wonder if living in the wilderness would make me happier but then I realize I would have no internet.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
The more I think about it the more I might actually just be able to do this for real tonight. I don't know, it doesn't feel impulsive so much as me just giving up on trying to do it properly. I'm tired of waiting for the perfect timing when it shouldn't matter. If only SN took you out in an hour not 4-8 hours.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Granted it could take you out much quicker... everyone's different. Also kind of depends on 'doing it properly' though too possibly.
I can understand your frustration.
Will you let us know if you do end up going tonight?
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I just meant with meto as doing it properly. Mine hasn't arrived yet but like I said I'm tired of waiting. Kind of debating how much I care if the kids have to be told why I suddenly disappeared despite being right here last night. Can't really explain that one away as easily compared to if they were back in their state far away. I know they'll just forget so I kind of don't care but still feel bad. I want everything to be set in place at least a day ahead of time and to just end things when I'm completely ready but now it just feels like that was never a choice and I kind of just have to jump lol. Leap before you look as they say.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Ahh... that makes sense.... sorry I"m really impulsive right now so trying to edit comments.
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I'm a coward who is all talk so I doubt I'll do it tonight. On the off chance I gather the courage to attempt I'll make a short goodbye thread. I always intended to make one well ahead of time but life isn't very nice and seemingly just wants to push me into it.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
You are staying here with me. Go get some chocolate
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
aww, we're here for you no matter what! I mean we're nice... I hope :)
You a coward though? I don't think so. I don't think anyone on this site is. So many things you have to admit to even join.... then buying things makes you risk and buy things... definitely not a cowardly thing.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
My siblings are loud as hell 98% of the time and sometimes, I wish to live alone so I won't have to hear them
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
She has no choice. She is staying here with me and I just ordered her to get chocolate.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I wish I could get high tonight, but I have no weed
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I just explained earlier how I can't eat milk and you want me to eat chocolate and die. Jean is inadvertently telling me to die lol. It's okay though I'm fine now. Sometimes I just need to post my dumb impulsive thoughts and read them over a few times before I come out of it. I'm feeling a little better now. I can hold off until my sister leaves at least. I really don't want to mess up and make things infinitely worse.
BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 754
I would like to get high on SN
