The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[LegaliseIt!]

I honestly wouldn't worry. There are patients who miss appointments because they fear leaving the house. One accidental miss isn't going to hurt anything.

Thank you

 

[BlueWidow]

All they see are the negatives when they're not seeing I'm trying to improve myself

They're being so negative and only looking at the bad side of things, maybe they're the ones that are depressed! Maybe they need to go into a program. LOL!
But seriously, it's not fair to you that they're not taking into account all the work you're doing.

 

[Squiddy]

Not only that, but you've been going to this program. You've been looking at colleges, all the things that we listed that you were doing yesterday or whatever day it was. I mean, it's not like you're just sitting around not even trying to get any help or anything. You're working on it. You're trying things. They don't seem to be giving you any credit at all for all the things that you're doing. It's just infuriating to me.
You deserve some credit for all the hard work you've been doing.

They think I'm not improving and am getting worse, but I think I'm doing ok. I went from cutting everyday to rarely cutting, I don't make myself throw up out of self harm anymore, and my suicidal thoughts have improved.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

They think I'm not improving and am getting worse, but I think I'm doing ok. I went from cutting everyday to rarely cutting, I don't make myself throw up out of self harm anymore, and my suicidal thoughts have improved.

Do you think part of the challenge is the difficulty expressing yourself that you mentioned earlier? Reading you write it all out like this you seem very lucid and cogent and willing to try different things to improve.

Would it help if you wrote down all these things and brought it to these meetings/phone calls, as a kind of script to follow?

 

[Squiddy]

Do you think part of the challenge is the difficulty expressing yourself that you mentioned earlier? Hearing you write it all out like this you seem very lucid and cogent and willing to try different things to improve.

Would it help if you wrote down all these things and brought it to these meetings/phone calls, as a kind of script to follow?

Could be. I could try writing all this down and bringing it to their attention. If I don't write it down, I'll probably forget and say "um" a lot.

 

[BlueWidow]

Could be. I could try writing all this down and bringing it to their attention. If I don't write it down, I'll probably forget and say "um" a lot.

I really wish that we could advocate for you. I wish we could tell them all the things that you've been doing and how hard you've been trying. Of course, then we'd have to explain who we were and how we knew you and that probably wouldn't go over too well.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

I think i've decided what i want done with my remains. Cremated, scattered in pacific ocean at a nice spot. What do you guys think?

Could be. I could try writing all this down and bringing it to their attention. If I don't write it down, I'll probably forget and say "um" a lot.

Give it a shot! :)

Of course, then we'd have to explain who we were and how we knew you and that probably wouldn't go over too well.

"we're part of an online gaming server"

 

[Squiddy]

I really wish that we could advocate for you. I wish we could tell them all the things that you've been doing and how hard you've been trying. Of course, then we'd have to explain who we were and how we knew you and that probably wouldn't go over too well.

Yeah I don't think that'd go over well either lol. "yeah we met on a suicide website " "a suicide website!? Ok hospitalize her now!"

 

[departing]

Yeah I don't think that'd go over well either lol. "yeah we met on a suicide website " "a suicide website!? Ok hospitalize her now!"

Although it would be interesting seeing the expression on their faces after being told you met on a suicide website. I wouldn't suggest doing it but the facial expression alone would be entertaining.

I think i've decided what i want done with my remains. Cremated, scattered in pacific ocean at a nice spot. What do you guys think?

That sounds nice. Pick somewhere scenic or tranquil. That sounds like a good idea.

 

[Squiddy]

Although it would be interesting seeing the expression on their faces after being told you met on a suicide website. I wouldn't suggest doing it but the facial expression alone would be entertaining.


That sounds nice. Pick somewhere scenic or tranquil. That sounds like a good idea.

Yeah their expression would be entertaining haha. But then I'd probably get locked up afterwards

 

[departing]

Yeah their expression would be entertaining haha. But then I'd probably get locked up afterwards

Yeah.... That's the bad part.... how they respond after showing whatever facial expression.

 

[BlueWidow]

I think i've decided what i want done with my remains. Cremated, scattered in pacific ocean at a nice spot. What do you guys think?



Give it a shot! :)



"we're part of an online gaming server"

I like that! It sounds so much better than vampire cult. LOL!

 

[Squiddy]

Yeah.... That's the bad part.... how they respond after showing whatever facial expression.

Looks like I'll have to write down what I want to say on how I'm improving.

 

[BlueWidow]

Looks like I'll have to write down what I want to say on how I'm improving.

I think that's a good idea.

 

[departing]

Looks like I'll have to write down what I want to say on how I'm improving.

That's a good idea. It'll help you articulate your thoughts and hopefully make you sound more convincing. I'd go for it.

 

[Squiddy]

That's a good idea. It'll help you articulate your thoughts and hopefully make you sound more convincing. I'd go for it.

Yeah, I'm better at writing than speaking because I have time to think

 

[departing]

Yeah, I'm better at writing than speaking because I have time to think

Same here. I work well with a script in front of me.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Looks like I'll have to write down what I want to say on how I'm improving.

If you want you can always workshop it too with someone that you trust, before you bring it to your nurse or your mom. That might make you feel more comfortable about it, getting another pair of eyes on it.

 

[Jean4]

 

[Squiddy]

If you want you can always workshop it too with someone that you trust, before you bring it to your nurse or your mom. That might make you feel more comfortable about it, getting another pair of eyes on it.

Good idea :)

 

[Carina]

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No!!!! I was hoping you were asleep :(

 

[departing]

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Cute picture.... 4am? I understand that. I didn't sleep well last night.

 

[Squiddy]

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Hopefully, you can get some sleep soon

 

[BlueWidow]

There you are @Jean4. I don't know which one of us is going to be loopier tomorrow if we don't get any sleep because I already feel like I'm drunk and I haven't had a single drink, yet. A couple Vicodin and a glass of rum. Do you think that'll knock me out and keep me from feeling the excruciating pain that I'm in long enough to sleep tonight for a decent amount of time?
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Cute picture.... 4am? I understand that. I didn't sleep well last night.

At this point, I think it would be easier to ask who DID get a good night's sleep last night. If anyone did, raise your hand? My hand is not raised.

 

[Squiddy]

It's been a day and a half of no meds due to vomiting. Hopefully my suicidal thoughts don't get worse.

 

[departing]

At this point, I think it would be easier to ask who DID get a good night's sleep last night. If anyone did, raise your hand? My hand is not raised.

Fair point. I doubt many got a full night's rest. Some nights, I'd settle for 1/2 night's rest.

 

[BooGirl]

@BlueWidow my hand's raised

 

[Squiddy]

There you are @Jean4. I don't know which one of us is going to be loopier tomorrow if we don't get any sleep because I already feel like I'm drunk and I haven't had a single drink, yet. A couple Vicodin and a glass of rum. Do you think that'll knock me out and keep me from feeling the excruciating pain that I'm in long enough to sleep tonight for a decent amount of time?
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At this point, I think it would be easier to ask who DID get a good night's sleep last night. If anyone did, raise your hand? My hand is not raised.

I feel so bad for y'all because I usually get a decent amount of sleep

 

[departing]

@BlueWidow my hand's raised

Lucky you! ;)

 

[Squiddy]

@BlueWidow my hand's raised

I guess we're the only ones who get a decent amount of sleep