Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I hope you are feeling okay @Jean4. Give Milo a cuddle for me :heart:
Are you doing better today?
My old high school principal offered me a tutoring job, but it's in a subject that I don't know so well. Time to study like hell! I need that SN money!
I told you, you were smart as heck! And you are on the stay with Jean list. ;)
 
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I swear I wanna rip out my sinuses. this is driving me up the wall.
 
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Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Bad day. Let's get it started.
coffee
Shower and Brush teeth
Wash cat dishes and clean box
Real job work
Check in
@realjunes (MIA)
@Azzy69 (MIA)
@Raven Moon (MIA)
@APharmaDestroyedLife (MIA)
It's bump time someone please
 
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Sensei

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Since you have been ignoring me for 2 days.

I'm bipolar and suicidal and work with people all day under stressful conditions. Psychiatrists have described it as a miracle that I can work as a teacher. I don't feel particularly energetic when I come home and that's why I don't post much. So, no, I'm not ignoring you. I'm just tired.
 
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I'm bipolar and suicidal and work with people all day under stressful conditions. Psychiatrists have described it as a miracle that I can work as a teacher. I don't feel particularly energetic when I come home and that's why I don't post much. So, no, I'm not ignoring you. I'm just tired.
Like yay you're still with us then at all!



edit:
great, my nose/etc is so clogged i"m having issues breathing... all because the steroids last day was yesterday.
 
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I'm bipolar and suicidal and work with people all day under stressful conditions. Psychiatrists have described it as a miracle that I can work as a teacher. I don't feel particularly energetic when I come home and that's why I don't post much. So, no, I'm not ignoring you. I'm just tired.
We are all bipolar and suicidal. Which is why we are here :blarg:
Don't care. You post elsewhere, you check in. I have enough anxiety. Don't need to add you to the MIA list young man! You are on the stay with Jean list!!!
 
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We are all bipolar and suicidal. Which is why we are here :blarg:
Don't care. You post elsewhere, you check in. I have enough anxiety. Don't need to add you to the MIA list young man! You are on the stay with Jean list!!!

Are you Ingsoc or something? :P I post in this thread too every day. What do you demand from me, woman?!
 
Jean4

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Are you Ingsoc or something? :P I post in this thread too every day. What do you demand from me, woman?!
That you pay attention to meeeeeeeeeeeeee :heart:
I'm going to shower
 
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Showered and brushed teeth. Back in bed
 
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So uh.... is 'accidentally' taking too much of 'some thing' acceptable to get rid of the non stop burning from the sinus thing?
 
Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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So uh.... is 'accidentally' taking too much of 'some thing' acceptable to get rid of the non stop burning from the sinus thing?

Sure why not? It was accidental after all.
 
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So uh.... is 'accidentally' taking too much of 'some thing' acceptable to get rid of the non stop burning from the sinus thing?
Call your psychiatrist and take your meds
 
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Call your psychiatrist and take your meds

Don't worry, I kinda have this promise thing... so I can't like do something.... well, without a warning lol.
but omg this is annouing... 1-2 boxes of kleenex... a DAY... I'm blowing through,
 
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Don't worry, I kinda have this promise thing... so I can't like do something.... well, without a warning lol.
but omg this is annouing... 1-2 boxes of kleenex... a DAY... I'm blowing through,

Poor, poor Carina. I hope you feel better soon!
 
Carina

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Poor, poor Carina. I hope you feel better soon!

CT next week (which depending would involve being sent to different dr with referral--specialist, so up to 1-2 months out), then after that, possibility 1 month until something done... so yeah... not really hopeful.

Oh well, as is life.
 
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CT next week (which depending would involve being sent to different dr with referral--specialist, so up to 1-2 months out), then after that, possibility 1 month until something done... so yeah... not really hopeful.

Oh well, as is life.

Gota love the medical industry huh? I'll hold out some hope for you though.

My day has been full of fun chores. I'm only halfway through my chores and already crashing. I replaced the headlight in my car and now I feel like the Michelin Man.

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Don't worry, I kinda have this promise thing... so I can't like do something.... well, without a warning lol.
but omg this is annouing... 1-2 boxes of kleenex... a DAY... I'm blowing through,
Still call. You need a meds change
 
Carina

Carina

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Still call. You need a meds change
I called 2x... told them... no reply... next call will just have to be if earlier appointment.

I'm not saying I've given up... but... I think they've already made up their minds on what's wrong.
I also rescheduled one of my other appointments for the dentist (or trying to). Not in the mood, and really if they do something, it could cause issues if I have to do something with the other, so I don't want to risk a double-issue in head
 
MysticPerception

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Dec 31, 2019
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Good afternoon everyone. I woke up to my alarm that was set to an hour early by accident and then passed out for two hours. I can see though that I got lucky compared to everyone else today. I wish I could wake up though not gonna lie. Think I'm gonna be drowsy with a headache all day today but we'll see.

@Jean4 You're amazingly strong as always, keep going and hopefully you get some sleep eventually. To quote a certain kind resting soul, I'll be sending you all of my love and support. :heart:
 
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Jean4

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Did we see @Morphinekiss @Squiddy and @BlueWidow today?
Good afternoon everyone. I woke up to my alarm that was set to an hour early by accident and then passed out for two hours. I can see though that I got lucky compared to everyone else today. I wish I could wake up though not gonna lie. Think I'm gonna be drowsy with a headache all day today but we'll see.

@Jean4 You're amazingly strong as always, keep going and hopefully you get some sleep eventually. To quote a certain kind resting soul, I'll be sending you all of my love and support. :heart:
Sleeping is good! Was work ok?
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Good afternoon everyone. I woke up to my alarm that was set to an hour early by accident and then passed out for two hours. I can see though that I got lucky compared to everyone else today. I wish I could wake up though not gonna lie. Think I'm gonna be drowsy with a headache all day today but we'll see.

@Jean4 You're amazingly strong as always, keep going and hopefully you get some sleep eventually. To quote a certain kind resting soul, I'll be sending you all of my love and support. :heart:

Tell yourself you got a full night sleep. It's like a placebo effect and scientifically helps.

Squiddy is here.
 
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I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Did we see @Morphinekiss @Squiddy and @BlueWidow today?

Sleeping is good! Was work ok?
Work was very easy and I got off three hours earlier than expected. Which is actually on time for once. Must have been some kind of miracle for a wednesday as my store is a nightmare on wednesdays. Usually anyway it is. Stan was haunting me all day though I swear I kept hearing Frank Sinatra in my head all day and I was all smiles. I told him to go back to you already as I'm good now.
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Work was very easy and I got off three hours earlier than expected. Which is actually on time for once. Must have been some kind of miracle for a wednesday as my store is a nightmare on wednesdays. Usually anyway it is. Stan was haunting me all day though I swear I kept hearing Frank Sinatra in my head all day and I was all smiles. I told him to go back to you already as I'm good now.
Nope. He told me he likes you! You are stuck with Frank!
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

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Jan 9, 2020
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Now this thread is everything and the kitchen sink.
 
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Dec 31, 2019
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I don't know how to start conversations, and my speechcraft skill is low, so it do be like that sometimes :smiling:
I refuse to believe your speechcraft skill is low if you can make jokes like that. Bad jokes are the cornerstone of conversations in my opinion.
 
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