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nux_walpurgis
Me, my whispers and a broken God
- Oct 18, 2023
- 49
He is my best friend and the only person I would ever want to spend my whole life with. I cannot talk to him about because I don't want to lose his friendship.
Lately I have been getting signs he doesn't feel the same. Suicidal ideation is now back. I am feverishly planning my exit. I don't want to be a failure in life, with no husband, no family, no friends, forever dependent on my parents who destroyed me.
I rather die than be alone.
Lately I have been getting signs he doesn't feel the same. Suicidal ideation is now back. I am feverishly planning my exit. I don't want to be a failure in life, with no husband, no family, no friends, forever dependent on my parents who destroyed me.
I rather die than be alone.