The limit has been reached.

[Tiburcio]

At this point, I'm in the extreme. In the frontier between this state and going berserk. Due to certain events, tomorrow my life will change drastically (even worse than now) and my mental health is very damaged at this point. Maybe tgis overwhelming anxiety is just what I need fir pushing me to the suicide.

I won't say goodbye by now. If you notice me inactive, I'm just being tortured to the extreme. If I'm inactive for more than one month, consider me dead. And after it, please, forget me.


Edit: I'm probably not going to catch the bus, it's just a possibility. I wanted to give venting about this shitty situation I am, but I'm not going to die soon, unfortunately. I deeply want to try suicide one more time and having success with it but I know it's not so easy. It's extremely hard and there orobably will pass months, maybe years until I can do it.

 

[Deadinside24]

You'll be in my thoughts. If it comes down to it, I hope you have a peaceful bus ride.

 

[Tiburcio]

You'll be in my thoughts. If it comes down to it, I hope you have a peaceful bus ride.

It will be everything but peaceful.

 

[Kassender]

Why ?

 

[Smilla]

See you on the other side dear Tiburcio.

Your art is brilliant, you funny human.

Love,
Smils

 

[weedoge]

At this point, I'm in the extreme. In the frontier between this state and going berserk. Due to certain events, tomorrow my life will change drastically (even worse than now) and my mental health is very damaged at this point. Maybe tgis overwhelming anxiety is just what I need fir pushing me to the suicide.

I won't say goodbye by now. If you notice me inactive, I'm just being tortured to the extreme. If I'm inactive for more than one month, consider me dead. And after it, please, forget me.

Oh shit, I'll be thinking of you, if you can we're always here.. if you want to vent about whatever. I hope your time isn't too rough.

 

[Deutsch]

Hopefully i will change my life too. Change is what i need, can't keep going on like this. Best wishes Tiburcio. -Pablo

 

[FairyAlys]

I hope you go to where you want to be.
Good luck

 

[Lara Francis]

At this point, I'm in the extreme. In the frontier between this state and going berserk. Due to certain events, tomorrow my life will change drastically (even worse than now) and my mental health is very damaged at this point. Maybe tgis overwhelming anxiety is just what I need fir pushing me to the suicide.

I won't say goodbye by now. If you notice me inactive, I'm just being tortured to the extreme. If I'm inactive for more than one month, consider me dead. And after it, please, forget me.


Edit: I'm probably not going to catch the bus, it's just a possibility. I wanted to give venting about this shitty situation I am, but I'm not going to die soon, unfortunately. I deeply want to try suicide one more time and having success with it but I know it's not so easy. It's extremely hard and there orobably will pass months, maybe years until I can do it.

We are thinking of you.please don't suffer alone,we are here for you whenever you need us.you have been a massive part of this community and will be sadly missed should you not return but I wish you peace and happiness my friend.xx

 

[Marystevenson1001]

Virtual hugs to you Tiburcio peace be with you

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Good luck too you whatever happens.

 

[Tiburcio]

I need to kill myself as soon as possible. Nobody deserves having to endure all this shit and fighting in this situation. I should do it right now but I can't. I must do it. I must. This is completely unbearable.

 

[Clover]

:(

 

[throwaway123]

At this point, I'm in the extreme. In the frontier between this state and going berserk. Due to certain events, tomorrow my life will change drastically (even worse than now) and my mental health is very damaged at this point. Maybe tgis overwhelming anxiety is just what I need fir pushing me to the suicide.

I won't say goodbye by now. If you notice me inactive, I'm just being tortured to the extreme. If I'm inactive for more than one month, consider me dead. And after it, please, forget me.


Edit: I'm probably not going to catch the bus, it's just a possibility. I wanted to give venting about this shitty situation I am, but I'm not going to die soon, unfortunately. I deeply want to try suicide one more time and having success with it but I know it's not so easy. It's extremely hard and there orobably will pass months, maybe years until I can do it.

I need to kill myself as soon as possible. Nobody deserves having to endure all this shit and fighting in this situation. I should do it right now but I can't. I must do it. I must. This is completely unbearable.

It's like I'm looking into a mirror. I can't believe someone feels the exact same way about this. All of this could've been written by me.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

But who will like all of our posts?

Humour aside, you're in our thoughts x

 

[nzdarkshark]

I hope you find peace somehow - this world's given you so much pain and you deserve to break free from that pain.

If you pass on maybe we'll meet in another life. Or not.
Whichever path you take we are here to support you.

 

[RoloTomasi]

Goodluck Tiburcio, may you finally get that well-deserved rest

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[suffering]

I'm sorry you are going thought this, buddy. I've been on this forum for awhile (I had another account previous to this one as well) and I always resonated with your feelings, your antinatalism and (unfortunately) with your survival instinct as well.
In a way, I feel like I actually died. I live isolated and in the past few weeks I've been taking steps in the direction of becoming a con artist (no worries, my targets are not people that I consider good). If life is fake, then actually being fake is closer to reality. I have taken on a mask and I don't plan to take it off. People have disapointed me, friends have betrayed me and in a way I feel like I betrayed myself by lacking the courage to end this. This is not my life.
I hope you find your peace, even if you live. You're a good man.

 

[Maggotymaggots]

I'm sorry life has been so cruel to you, and no, you certainly don't deserve it. Life should be so much better than it is.

Whatever you choose to do, I hope you'll be able to find relief.

 

[medusa]

you are the heart and soul of this place...we will really miss you if you ctb

 

[Isittimetogonola]

I dont know you but have followed a few of your posts. I wish you all the peace you deserve no matter what you decide. The best part of this site is we are all here for you