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eventhoitryicantltgo
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- Dec 7, 2020
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The irony of needing to CTB to end the pain of life and not having the ability to go through with it with the tools on hand is finally very clear to me now that I have to go. To explain, it takes energy and motivation and relative health to take your own life. If you don't have the ability to buy things for this purpose, the strength, motivation or conviction to take your own life with what you have access to, you are very much stuck. Of course if you have nothing left in life to purchase tools with to CTB, to motivate yourself to do the hard thing and go through with it, you want to CTB more than the average person. For example if you have the money and the ability to prepare for SN, this means you are still able to be a functional human in a lot of ways and it seems that life would be more hopeful for you with these skills and resources. I don't know everyone's pain and why they choose the path they choose, just my perspective from where I sit now.