The idea of suicide comforts me.

[dizzdesi]

It's been on my mind a lot lately--usually every single second. Even when I'm not terribly angry or upset, I'm always wanting to die. I'm always thinking I'd prefer non-existence over what ever the fuck this is . Suicide is comforting to me, knowing that once I have the guts, I can just switch that light off just like that.

 

[Hotsackage]

Idk about suicide. But the death of the universe does

 

[F@#$]

Fuck yeah, me too. I've got the trigger as well so whenever I've had enough it's right right there.

 

[BuckyDee2036]

I get comfort from it too knowing that I will be resting at least until the next life. I like to think that I would be free from this body and this mind. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up...

 

[rosenrot]

Death is my escape route if everything fails and I have run out of hope

 

[Ariii]

Same here, its always surprised me when ppl say that having suicidal thoughts scared them

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I don't like suicide itself due to the methods available being risky and difficult. I merely see suicide as a pathway to the thing that I do desire the most, permanent non existence. It's just so perfect for somebody like me. People say perfection doesn't exist but I look at death and get excited at how perfect it is for me

 

[DutchieToxic]

I've found that ST make me feel comfortable and almost floaty.

It's freeing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd also prefer to not exist no matter what, in fact permanently ceasing to exist is all that's desirable to me, it comforts me to think of this existence eternally disappearing into nothingness, only the thought of eternal sleep comforts me. I certainly envy those with access to a peaceful, guaranteed method to die on their own terms.

 

[mortuarymary]

Difficult one for me. Some days I want to be dead, others I don't.
I wish I had the mind to forget it, know what I mean. Turn off death and thoughts.

 

[Umacon]

I get comfort from it too knowing that I will be resting at least until the next life. I like to think that I would be free from this body and this mind. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up...

My thoughts exactly

 

[deathwithdignity98]

Ironically, planning my suicide is the only thing that's made life temporarily worth living

 

[Endofit]

The thought of it keeps me sane. I would have lost it if it wasn't on my mind everyday

 

[Mitsumi]

Same here