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Gonnerr
Enlightened
- Mar 12, 2023
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I had a good week end so i decided to stop benzos cold turkey.
I woke up today in the worst state of mind ever , i said this is it , the is how we feel when we are ready to ctb.
Its hard to described , i said my time has come , every smell, everything disgusted me so i thought that i would commit suicide.
I thought the chemical balance in my brain was gone forever and i.would have to ctb.
But fortunatly i took benzos again and everything is fine again.
I wish i never started that , my surgery is.fine , im.healing.
Im.gonna have to stop that shit , they say its worst to stop then opioid. I don't know what im gonna do.
I woke up today in the worst state of mind ever , i said this is it , the is how we feel when we are ready to ctb.
Its hard to described , i said my time has come , every smell, everything disgusted me so i thought that i would commit suicide.
I thought the chemical balance in my brain was gone forever and i.would have to ctb.
But fortunatly i took benzos again and everything is fine again.
I wish i never started that , my surgery is.fine , im.healing.
Im.gonna have to stop that shit , they say its worst to stop then opioid. I don't know what im gonna do.
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