apearl
mitski fan
- Sep 25, 2023
- 113
I have had a heavy heart for a while now, but it has gotten out of hands recently. My friend is spacing away from me and I've already tried talking to her about it, I've already tried changing to be someone she likes more, I tried giving her space, its no use. I don't think It'll ever be the same close-knit friendship it was like 3 years ago. Shes my only friend which makes this ten times harder, I have no one to talk to, no one to help me with all this grief.
Whenever I bring this up on forums they always say "make friends and get a bigger peer circle" but with severe social anxiety its hard for me to even talk to a cashier nevermind attend social events and go up to people. I've tried to make friends before too and it has never worked. I haven't made a friend in the last six years and this friend who is spacing away from me I've known for almost ten years. Im hurt and I know there is nothing I can do.
Maybe I will make friends one day, but what can I do too soothe the hurt im feeling now?
Whenever I bring this up on forums they always say "make friends and get a bigger peer circle" but with severe social anxiety its hard for me to even talk to a cashier nevermind attend social events and go up to people. I've tried to make friends before too and it has never worked. I haven't made a friend in the last six years and this friend who is spacing away from me I've known for almost ten years. Im hurt and I know there is nothing I can do.
Maybe I will make friends one day, but what can I do too soothe the hurt im feeling now?
