ringo99
Arcanist
- Apr 18, 2023
- 424
After decades of stifling myself finding this site was the first time I actually feel safe in confiding my pain and true feelings. The fact that SS put me on to SN is the only reason why I didn't impulsively choose something more painful like hanging or cutting. I'm finally relaxed at knowing that when I do decide to ctb I'd owe it all to this wonderful community that understood my suffering and guided me to a relatively painless death.
On the flip side if by some improbable miracle my situation does improve to the point that I no longer need to ctb (doubt it) I'd again owe it to SS for keeping me sane until I could turn my life around.
On the flip side if by some improbable miracle my situation does improve to the point that I no longer need to ctb (doubt it) I'd again owe it to SS for keeping me sane until I could turn my life around.